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2010-07-27T23:40:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

I'm going to bed righta fter i post this, yes i'm tired and sleepy, sleep late just to copy down things for the student conference thing, ohgosh July's a crazy month, because of pds for Founder's day performance and also having Program celik and ncc. Gosh , its pack pack pack! Squeeze! hehehe, so I'm of to bed now, tomorrow taping riffles' or as Mr lim said "beautify" ?! haha, okay now. tomorrow have student conference, okay Goodnight people! Don;t forget bring tie tomorrow.

Goodbye & Goodnight Small. (:

BEST!

2010-07-23T22:56:00.000+08:00

PICKABOO!

Missed me? Cheyyyyy. Perasan sendiri, yes its been dead. sorry i've been to lazy and to tired and busy these days. Seriously, have been havung so many things and events during July. Okay so, i;m still awake with my face infront of this computer, and i dont feel to tired. Tomorrow outta wake up early to go to National Library for a workshop then go home change to baju kurung for night time, wow its pack! I'll be 14 tomorrow ! yay, thanks to those who has wished me in advance (: So meeting faz at gombak at, i got no idea. I'm happy!

P/S : Gosh, can we stop all this fights and drama, fine i did get angry, but c'mon? its a small matter.

I rather give in then to carry on a hopeless fight

2010-07-14T22:45:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO!

This days life's been bumpy but there are really moments where I appreciate my time spent with Small. I would cry in the morning and spend the rest of my day with a smile on my face and happiness in me. When i'm down your always there to pick me back up on my feet and cheer me up. Thanks Small (: For the smallest things and the most shortest times we had spent I'd always cherish them and appreciate what you've done so far, I really do love you and I wonder what my life would be without you here by me. Hehe, so thanks yeah. You've accepted me for me, and I'm myself around you. To another friend, I've learned to let go the things that I really used to love, when you love something so badly that it hurts set it free then. So I hope you'll carry on with life happy without misery and those moments when your down, you'll get thru it i promise yeah? Your still a friend, and I want us to stay friends yeah? To someone, I'm happy that everything's settle although it takes some giving in this matter, but I rather have that then to carry on such a hopeless fight. no point fighting over things which you can't bring back, you can;t rewind time can you, and if you could did you know what you wanted to do? I doubt so. So lets have a peaceful life now. yeah?

Goodnigt people, sleep well. (:

P/S : I'll love you faithfully <3

I should be happy but your just making this hard for me

2010-07-12T21:41:00.000+08:00

Hello , firstly i wanna say this, i'm happy to finally have Small with me now, You always make me happy and I appreciate everything you have been doing for me, I love you Small (; Heheh,

Specially for that someone:

Secondly, please, stop calling me a kid or what, yes I know I am a kid, and i dont care, just because your older then me, who the hell are you to say things about me, saying that you want me to grow up, i am who I am , you are who you are, a 'grownup' huh? Please your seriously full of bullshit, i swear, taht you dont appreciate things that people did and get for you, if it was ugly or terrible, and or whatever at least appreciate them. Whats your problem, you want me to grow up, you used to be just like me a fourteen year old, so wth? whose acting like a kid now huh? please, stop judging me, for such reasons I dont understand you, you think that if one girl goes off and leave, you can get 10 in an instant, i know yes taht would happen but seriously have you ever appreciated any of these girls, i bet you haven't. So please, respect girls and take some thought about how other people feel, this world doesnt only revolve around you, its not yours, neither is it mine. so stop acting as if you want everything your way. Life isnt fair and isnt meant to be treated that way and you know it. So whose the jerk now? Change, please. And for the future girls who you might fall in love with take care of them, before you start increasing the number of girls you've hurt this whole time, alright jerk? Thankyou.

I think I am starting too (:

2010-07-09T20:50:00.000+08:00

HELLO HELLO HELLO!
Yes, i know this thing almost reached the RIP station, but NO! your wrong suckers, its alive. Muahaha. Kay no. So lets see, today hmmm. Had to wear number 3 the whole day as it was NCC day, i was so kanchiong, with fazila and dian cos we were late. wah i was rushing i tellya! Then reach report. Then assemble. Then lessons were okay had a maths test, okay ah. Lets hope i pass. Then after school, changed to polo and went off to KFC at west mall with Dian & Fazila, had fun with them. laughed a hell lot. fazila! kleching3. You know i know. (: Currently chatting on msn now. ass, my bill came and its 294! wow, AWESOMEX. But not my fault, cos all of a sudden my plan changed to only 500 free sms. Bitch tol. Change back! I needa text people yknw. Haila, Tomorrow have higher malay thingy at 1 at, wait i forget Hee! sorry lah!

Hah, so meeting Fazila & Dian at Bukit Batok tomorrow. YAY! no need go tuition yes ah. Hah. SO yeah. Kay bye

P/S : I give up waiting on you I swear I'm getting tired of this, and it seems like you don't really care whether or not what happens, so yeah. Hmmph.

May I say, I'm confused and have nothing to say.

2010-06-29T23:22:00.001+08:00

hello people, lets see. I got what i wanted, and iPhone. Hmmm, okay lets talk about today, today had okay lessons, new history teacher. Quite strict, oh wtf. haha, then had recess early, after that had mother tongue, during MT, we became aundience for the sec 3 sastra students. So it was fun, enjoying the aircon and the skids. So we got to skip lessons all the way to geography. Gerekhyk? Haha, then had english, everyone was like dead -.- then no PW, so yesza! then me and gfs went to the canteen eateat, then me and fazila went to change for pds. pds was okay, i could finally toss fine! haha, then texted HL after PDS, met him at choa chu kang, thanks to Arina for teman-ing me. then he sent me home. Okay yay! haha, thanks yeah (: yerlah2 your sweet-er than me. grrr. haha, then took 911, i missed the bus, but the next bus came quite quickly, and it was empty so yeah. reached home around 745. Bathed, played computer, facebook-ed, did homework. And yeah, he didnt reply, i guess his alseep.

I'm stress looking at Girlfriends, haish, it seems like they have so much problems. Haiyo gfs. C'mon stay strong. You made me think positive but you wont take your own advice. Haiyoyo. You gave it to me i'm giving it to you. think in the brightside, right dian? ^^ haha, allalala, chill lah babes. you still got me what? Haha. Cheer up alright girls! I love you guys aye aye. (:

Tomorrow planning with gfs, to do physics project, and i wanna shop for Cotton On i dont care. cannot tahan already. Sumpah! hahah, lets see how it goes, on thursday I have the Ncc thing, friday I have pds, saturday I have tuition from 2 to 6. Sunday free I guess. wow its cramp. But what to do right? So yeah. Ohshit! better bring thermometer for tmrw. Mr lim kater tak bawak siap! hahah. okay Goobye and goodnight peeps (:

P/S : Thanks yeah? Again. <3

School's opening, that ain't cool.

2010-06-26T20:20:00.000+08:00

Hello people, yes yes. I know I know. My blog's dead, but hey, i'm posting now aren't I. Okay so, I still got 3 projects undone, homework too. And its Saturday, and Monday school reopen's, okay not cool, not cool. Hmmm, i'm freaking bored at home. But I don't want go school. Want sleeeeeeeep! Sdap yknw. andand, like when school reopen's there would be much more PDS training, cos performance would be coming nearer. Wah ass lah. Hmmm, yesza! Elisya standby kena chase by teachers aye, don't want do homework at home waste time. Haha. What? that's how life should be yknw. Hehe, okay what crap am I talking now? Shut up lah elisya. Okay currently texting, on fb, doing project, listening to music. Yup, their right, girls can multi-task way easier then boys can. *rolls eyes* Haha. kay done here. Gooooodbye.

Karate Kid & Slack

2010-06-16T14:31:00.000+08:00

Okay , tuesday it was pouring , when I said pouring I meant freaking pouring I tell ya . I went to school with Fazila for pds , gosh . Dah lah tuh , head to toe wet gyler ! Shoes wet too :'( then dah kancong , nurai & arina told me something , then trus breakdown . Went up nobody was there , texted Sir and Kak Suhaida , then they say no pds yesterday was asss ah . Came all the way and was freaking ass wet then no pds . wah best ! hhahha , then end up Me , Arina , Fazila and Nurai sat at the canteen toilet while the rain wasnt to heavy yet while drying our clothes and chit chatting too . Then we all plan go watch Karate Kid kul 11 am , so we kancong to Lot 1 , met up with Nanan , then went in . Best ! Movie best but kinda sad ! hahha . then then we bought food at Mac, and ate at the blocks nearby , chitchat laughed , I brokedown again . gosh , whts wrong with you elisya ? then then went tuition , felt giddy , i think its becos in the morning kener hujan . but wth , i feel better now . tomorrow going out with Arina and other girlfriends . Hahha , maybe post later on at night . Goodbye peeps !

I'll just be patient

2010-06-16T14:24:00.002+08:00

I'll be patient in this situation , cos its not worth throwing all the time i spared in waiting and ignoring the harsh things that happened. Your attitude , it'll change sooner or later . Your lies and the heartbreaks you gave me , i'll try to forget it alright ? I'll carry on normally like how everything used to be . Cos like Shasha said , just continued , its not worth throwing away the time and effort I spent on this right ? So I'll hope you won't do this again okay ? Trust me , screaming and make my eyes swollen ain't fun. trust me . And thanks Girlfriends for comforting me yeah ? I love you guys ! (:

And it was as if you meant it

2010-06-14T22:29:00.000+08:00

Bastards like you and girls like you , who just don't know how to change , don't deserve love . Even if you were thought for the right things , you just wouldn't change . Seriously what do you want ? You have a guy who really2 loves you and now your putting hopes on other guys . Your pathetic seriously . Your putting hopes on him making him think that your gonna leave this guy and go with him , but you know that won't happen . Seriously your really pissing me off , no not only me others too . You think your so nice ? Your not , look yourself in the mirror , and please please get your attitude changed , and your lovelife straight , stop giving this fake hopes to people . And what ? The remaining pain you leave on them and just go ? Please lah , once you broke something its considered your mess and your suppose to pickup the pieces alright ? Please please get your life straight I'm done saying the same things over and over again about the exact same thing , about the exact same problem when you don't even change . You treat me like trash , who are you ? Gosh . Change yourself .

And too him , I don't know whether your right for all this or that I'm really dissapointed in you , I really used to care bout you . But i'm sorry i'm to dissapointed and how am I suppose to trust you . Go with her , seems like your happier . You yourself said , she deserves your love more then I do and that she needs you more than I do , so why are you still sticking around ? The sad story is done okay . I give up in fixing this . Stop doing this to me and yourself . Get yourself straight please lah .

I have no mood , you really spoil my mood alright bxtch ? Get an attitude makeover alright ? You really need it . Please . I can't take it anymore .

Hello Bandung , Goodbye Singapore :'(

2010-06-05T00:15:00.001+08:00

Hello people , this is gonna be my last post before I go off to Bandung tomorrow , yeah i'm happy that I'm going but just sad cos` I'd be missing a lot of people and someone special too . Yeah his special to me . I don't care what he thinks or what people think , his special to me . I'm gonna miss his weird , and foolish personality and texts messages . His weird in a sense that I can always smile bout the most smallest words . Heheh , one message , four words and I can be smiling to myself for some time . Even when i'm down , he just makes me smile . Hmmm , i'm gonna miss that and him too :'( Take care of yourself alright dear ? Eat your meals , play your games , what ever games lah . Haha , don't forget me yeah ? Andand don't menghilang when I come back , I don't wanna lose you , trust me I don't . When I reach Singapore on thursday you'd be the first that I'd message , trust me ! Hahah . I'll miss you , and I hope you'd miss me too , kay ? Hehe , goodnight love .

See you blogreaders in 6 days time on Thursday :'( I'll try my best to post when I'm there , that depends if i ain't tired , but if i don't i'm sorry , don't hate me ? :( Hahah , Miss me alright people ? ^^

Goodbye.

Move on without me S , please .

2010-06-04T15:12:00.001+08:00

Hey peeps currently using mommy's phone to chat on msn , cos mommy's nagging bout using the computer as its raining heavily and that there's
Lightning , chill mommy . Urghhh , let's just fullfil her wishes , as long as you'd stop nagging mommy
Hahhaha , okay . The point of me posting , let's get on with it '

Dear S ,
Please please move on without me , you try so hard , for ? No point right , trust me I know what type og guy you are ,
You just act like your so wow , when your not . Find other girls please ,
This world is pretty big , I aint the only one here yknw .
Face the fact dude , stop saying , I'll do anything or what ever crap which you'd think would make me think again about
My decision here . Trust me , why waste your time right ?
Move on please , get over it , hope you'd be happy with someone else (:

Back , hahah . Tomorrow going Bandung , later going out with mommy going to Vivo
Gonna get that freaking jacket that I want then daddy's gonna pick us up , I don't feel
Like leaving , but at the same time I do , I'm miss people already thru out the beginning of this
Holiday ,how much more am I going to miss them especially when I go off to Bandung tomorrow
For 6 freakind days , 6 I tell ya , that aint short ! Hahha , I miss you ______ !

Goodbye , miss me yeah blogreaders ? I'll be back on thursday :'(

Awwww , how do such people move-on ?

2010-05-29T22:10:00.001+08:00

Hey just finished reading this girls blog , and she wrote bout her breakup with this song and pictures of herself and her ex . sad seh , kecian she . I wonder how such people can move on without their loved-ones . But shasha's right , life has to go on , and people have to move-on . And yes , people do change , one way or another , its either you'll change or they'll change , and thats the point where , you'll loose someone special , and you can't do nothing to change any of it . All you can do is be strong to take the pain , and the tears and try to move-on in life , with or without that person . The longer you stay , the harder it gets , the shorter you stay , the more you want it back . It all leads to just you and your tears and those broken memories , and the promises such people who'd you once think loved you , but actually , they were not .

Yeah , I know I sweeeeeet (:

2010-05-29T12:49:00.001+08:00

Hello hello , later got tuition , oh damnit i'm lazy yknw . Heheh , i sweeeeet yknw , dipuji sweeeeet , takyah puji , dah tahu pun . Heheh , cheyyyy ! elisya dah dah , stop it , dah melebeh . Hehe , currently finished watching The Little Rascals , so long tak watch that movie , so cute . Hehe , I keep thinking today's a Sunday , and that theres school tomorrow , padehal holiday , hehe . dah daily routine katerkan , awwww . I miss so many people already yknw . ohyarh , girlfriends , biler nak buat bookmarks for Bandung ? Nurai just reminded me , hehe . By the way , i'm bored tahu . I'm rotting like a banana at home , -.- serious shit , i'm like dead here . Hmphhhh ! I wanna go out , with Girlfriends , meeet people especially before go Bandung , i'll bet i'll miss alot of people when at Bandung , wow 6 days lehy mati deiy ! heheh . But at the same time i can't wait ! Heheh , his sweeeeeet *can't stop smiling*

Okay dah , goodbye peeeeeeps

P/S : Reply lah deiy . (:

Bored (:

2010-05-29T00:05:00.000+08:00

I can't escape him , or erase him , when I know his not coming back .

Move-on without me , please .

2010-05-28T23:59:00.000+08:00

I'm seriously irritated okay , your constantly irritating me day by day , i told you nicely , but people just can't take rejection , i gave it to you the hard way , you gave me the guilt , either way please , move-on dude ? I can't take the guilt , i'm tired of it , everytime you text , your saying all this sweet things , and i don't freaking care , seriously , then later your hurt , you blame me ? wtf ? I told you nicely remember , but you refuse to listen , now thats all to blame is , yourself . okay ? Thankyou .

One can't move on , but another one can . urghhhhh , sick and tired of this . Damn you , put me in this position , urghhhhh .

Bye

TVs` getting boring , and i really miss you :(

2010-05-28T23:49:00.000+08:00

Hello people , i'm kinda sleepy , but what the heck it holidays , and it wont be holidays , if we don't sleep late and waste time right ? Hahah , so i'm currently on youtube and still texting , mommy keeps babbling that i keep texting , so what ? you won't let me go out , so i do my hobby ah . Hahah , what ? Hee , tomorrow have tution ,yeah its kinda of stupid and waste of time to go tuition as its holidays , but no choice mah . pffft . Okay , sleeping sooooon , i guess ?

P/S : Can talk nicely right ? Haiyo (:
Goodnight .

Let's Rot at Home , yay ! , not -.-

2010-05-28T16:04:00.000+08:00

Hello people , i'm like rotting at home sia , mommy won't let me go out . oh damn it . its boring at home yknw , all i do is watch tv all day . its boring , no life only . piang ! wanna watch The last song , for how long already ? then mommy won't let go out how , by the time i can watch , the movie wouldn't be showed anymore , why lah ? I stay at home also , no motive , urghhhhh . Boring yknw , kater jer holiday , like real ! yesterday was pretty okay , had an okay time , but as time flew , its sad , i miss people already !!!! :( haiya elisya -.- lets see , June 2nd , going for the innova JC thing , then 5th june to 10th june , bandung ! can't wait ! hahahah . okay done here , gooodbye !

P/S : reply please :(

Bruno Mars , I think i'm in love (:

2010-05-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

Hello peeps , today told mommy bout my Geo and Science , naseb she just nag . Hahah , then i did part of the Higher Malay Project , semangat mah , then have been searching bout Bruno Mars songs and texting . Kecian slow , hahha . serious shit , Bruno Mars is awesome his voice , awwww . sedap ! ahhahha , andand , tomorrow have cheer competition , shit i'm scared , in the morning somemore . wah piang ? hahha , breathe breathe , heheh . Okay done here , goodbye .

Boring , I Miss You :(

2010-05-21T21:28:00.000+08:00

Hello readers m today sec 2s` and sec 3s` went to Changi Naval Base , it was damn fun at first then it got all boring and we were alld amn sleepy i tell ya , go there sleep in the bus , go back school sleep in the bus too . everyone sleep .Trust me best sleep yknw , heheh , reached school , Me and Gfs` walked to canteen like half dead , went to the table then all put their heads on the table and sleep automatic i tell ya , all same timing , funny . Hahah , ohyarh , and I & Nanan was damn pissed in the morning trust me , fedup . Kutuk2 , hine2 , asek2 kiterh yang kener , takder orang laen perhy ? Urghhhh . Then went home took 963 , trust me i'm feeling very tired this days . why ehky ? Entah . hahah , currently on youtube , and i'm sleeping soon , seriously i'm tired & sleepy , stupid tomorrow have to go school , baru pikir nak sleep-in , urghhh . Got bandung briefing , have to do presentation wah piang , meeting nanan at choa chu kang at 9.15 . Malas lahhhh , then got tuition somemore , after briefing have to go tuition -.- but what ever lah . going Bandung soon , can't wait , but i'll feinitely miss lots of people :'( Don't worry Elisya will always think of you when i'm there . (: Hehe , sleepy already . LOL , but no i'll try to stay up , i think ? Hahah . what crap elisya ?

Done Here , goodnight peeps , happy sleeping-in for you guys , not for me :( hahah . okay shut-up elisya .

Btw , Happy Birthday Nurfa (:

Urghhh , sleeep already ehky ?

2010-05-20T22:28:00.000+08:00

Hello readers , today normal day , except for some disappointment , urghhhh , damn it . Let's see , i practically slept in the morning at the study corner until 7.20 like that , hahha , syiok , tak sadar langsung , then went to home room today , mt was okay did corrections , english , hahha , dont want to knw , maths , i got A1 , amin ! hahah , then biolgy , i got like a B4 , then had recess , then had literature , wah piang geo , dont want know , literature i got 35/50 , chemistry , lagy dont want know , urghhh , kau bodoh elisya . (: then after school , me and Nanan ate lunch at canteen then we took 963 to my place , slept in the bus again , best , hahha , then did the Bandung presentation thing , then we camwhored . Then Nanan golek at 630 , teman her wait for 911 then went back , watched American Idol Result Show , then until now here and currently waiting by my phone for a reply , hmmm , dah tido ehky ? Hahah , alaaaaa . Heheh , thats it peeeps , tomorrow have the Naval base thingy or something , have to assemble at 7 at foyer , alaaaaa . :( Oh wht the heck , heheh . Alright goodnight people .

Alahh , Why don't want reply ?

2010-05-19T21:29:00.000+08:00

Hello people , seem damn tired today , but sumpah after school i laughed hell alot with Girlfriends , hahah . Currenlty on youtube , facebook , nothing new , hahah , bored serious shit , and i'm having headaches , urghhhh
-.- damn it , hahah , bored and i;m done here , sorry i'm too lazy !

Heavy Rain & Freaking Lalat

2010-05-18T21:54:00.000+08:00

Hello People , today wanted to go jogging to with Fazila , but then Mommy wouldn't let me , so end up I lepak with Nanan , Hafizan & Nashru . Met Nanan at woodlands interchange then took 963 to Pasar Biru , then while waiting for them we went to Macdonalds . Then we met the rest at pondok near Pasar Biru there , then we played Panggang , wah piang ? panic like hell i tell you , last round me & Nanan , panic crazy one , endup i become Lalat , hahha , piang tol ? then got a bunch of guys come isap rokok step big one , haiyoyo . hahha , then hujan hujan , then i went to tuition a little bit later . took 173 to Bukit Batok then took train . At tuition i felt dead and god damn lazy , maybe its because i'm already in a holiday mood . Haha , then met Mommy & Daddy at Causeway , then after that went home . currently on the phone with Nanan . i'm freaking bored , and i'm scared for tomorrow , i don't want get paper but i do , haiya i don't know .

P/S : Man , Lalat betul . erghhhhh (:

Where's the respect people ?

2010-05-15T12:33:00.000+08:00

Honestly , what gives you the right to talk bad about people ? People respect you as a person then you wanna step all that infront of people , please lah , all this crap won't bring you no where and would give you basically nothing alright honey ? look at yourself first before talking bout other people , not happy ? keep it to yourself , I keep my comments to myself , so why can't you . Why waste your time talking bout me , what bout you huh ? Seat in toilet , gossip ? gosh , get a life . Leave your comments to yourself alright ? Thanks .

Four Days , thats long . :'(

2010-05-15T00:05:00.000+08:00

Hello People , today Maths Paper 2 and Biology , Maths i okay but damn kancong like hell i tell ya 2 mins before Cher say times up i finish , naseb2 , biology not to confident ! hahah , currently chatting and listening to some people doing covers man their awesome seriously , hahha . Tadi went home around 2 plus , :'( sad yknw , ahahha , ader luh , sleeping late i think i'm to bored and i ain't sleeeeepy , hahah . alright tahts it peeeps !

Goodnight .
P/S : I'll Miss You .

The Mess I Made.

2010-05-13T18:39:00.000+08:00

Shouldve kissed you there

I shouldve held your face
I shouldve watched those eyes
Instead of run in place
I shouldve called you out
I shouldve said your name
I shouldve turned around
I shouldve looked again

But oh, Im staring at the mess I made
I m staring at the mess I made
I m staring at the mess I made
As you turn, you take your heart and walk away

Shouldve held my ground
I couldve been redeemed
For every second chance
That changed its mind on me
I shouldve spoken up
I shouldve proudly claimed
That oh my heads to blame
For all my hearts mistakes

But oh, Im staring at the mess I made
I m staring at the mess I made
I m staring at the mess I made
As you turn, you take your heart and walk away

And its you, and its you
And its you, and its you
And its falling down, as you walk away
And its on me now, as you go

But oh, Im staring at the mess I made
I m staring at the mess I made
I m staring at the mess I made
As you turn, you take your heart and walk away
And its falling down, as you walk away
And its on me now, as you go

But oh, Im staring at the mess I made
I m staring at the mess I made
I m staring at the mess I made
As you turn, you take your heart and walk away

Awesome song man , the band's awesome , and the lead singer's cute <3
Hahah , 4 days man ? Wah piang , die man die man . :'(

What an Ass ? Happy (:

2010-05-12T20:19:00.001+08:00

Hello People , i'm currently on youtube listening to KatBadar & Michael Carreon , sedaaaaaaaaaaaap ! Hehhe , best ! (: Today was okay but i tell ya my brain like gonna expload , when it came to Chemistry sumpah tak paham :D hehe . Then Geography , okay ah , 4 papers left to go , make it come faster please , i want this exams to end i tellya , hahah , left with maths Paper 2 which i'm damn scared of , Physics , Biology and Literature , common quick ! heheh , guess what ? I have to go school tomorrow for F&N wht f man ? Haha , tomorrow no school and i have to go school just for the sake of that F&N , damn it , i tellya . hahah , currently texting , today okay ah . Just damn bored now , hahaha . okay i'm done here ,

Goodbye (:

P/S : That was so AWESOME !

Boring Saturday , You & I

2010-05-08T19:07:00.001+08:00

Hello peeps , today didn't go tuition , instead i studied math at home , currently Texting Ban and awaiting for other messages , and the whole day , i just listened to that song and only that song sia . its damn addictive , damn their goood . I love the song and the lyrics . hahha , wonderful people man . alright then goodbye !

I've tried to avoid this day for so long but it's finally here

Cause you and I used to be something special

And love and happiness was all we had for a couple of years

And then one day we decided to go our separate ways

Memories began to fade away

but tonight

It's gonna be rough

cause tonight

You and I are gonna be

At the same place

At the same time

Why'd we have to have the same friends

You and I

I don't want you to think I miss you

Or that I hate you

I'm just tryna get through tonight

What am I supposed to say

So long since I've seen your face

Do you wanna kiss me

Or tell me you miss me

Or that you want me to leave

What am I supposed to do

Ain't nobody know the truth

But I'm not gonna waste my time

and try to tell you

I never thought that you and I could ever be just friends

And what we had was nothing special

Love and happiness is what we'll never have

Honestly I don't think it was meant to be this bad

And tonight

It's gonna be rough

Cuz tonight

You and I are gonna be

At the same place

At the same time

Why'd we have to have the same friends

You and I

I don't want you to think I miss you

Or that I hate you

I'm just tryna get through tonight

What am I supposed to say

So long since I've seen your face

Do you wanna kiss me

Or tell me you miss me

Or that you want me to leave

What am I supposed to do

Ain't nobody know the truth

But I'm not gonna waste my time

and try to tell you

Happy Days

2010-05-07T23:28:00.000+08:00

Hello people , yeahyeah , long long , papehr lah . Hahah , Btw , this days are pretty hot as in weather hot i tell ya night or day , its seriously stuffy . i sweat like hell just too pack my bag . wth ? sweat like hell man . Whats wrong man ? Hahah , currently texting and on facebook , but like nobody's online , so i'd just be texting and at youtube listening to covers , Just now at school , school was as per normal , i got full marks for maths test ? which is damn shocking , not confident bout that paper , then got it back and was like , are you serious ? hahah , thats only for the first one teh second one just pass -.- ahhah , then after school went to eat , then had the Bandung briefing , a skid was made by the sec 3s` it was nice , hahha . the smoke and everything , kay jakon . hahah , might be sleeping late , depends i guess , had been pretty happy , i knw , gfs` knw , shhhhh ! hahaha , :DDD , goodbye people , can they build more aircons at school , or better still everywhere i go please !

Goodnight People , (:
P/S : Maybe ?

Rain , why rain ):

2010-05-03T21:30:00.001+08:00

Hello people , when out with nanan today , it was supposed to be pretty awesome but sadly it rained , wah paing ? hahaha , so it was kinda bored , we tried to study but it failed , cannot go in . like seriously had no mood to study ended up , we jalan2 jer . When we were about to go home , terus sad . me & nanan knw why . Hmmm , i missed such a feeling . No mood already Peeps , tomorrow , english paper , hope it goes smoothly :D

I missed such a feeling , but such a feeling led to someone saying they care bout you and they end up leaving you , honestly what do you want from me ? I give it all i got , and you treat it like a joke , i felt like crying , and all you could say was i was just joking . Hmm , i don't know why , but whenever such happiness between others around me , i just wonder , when can i ever feel such a thing again ? I just missed it . The way he held me tight , I just felt like i didn't have to care bout the world , but that was when there was you and me . But what now , yeah , i sacrificed alot . not that i wasn't sincere , just that when i did it all for you , you didn't appreciate it , and your all around happy , but what about those people you put hopes on ? their there to suffer your pain ? Wow , honestly , stop thinking bout yourself would you ? You have what you want , but before such a thing , who was the one who cared bout you , who wouldn't sleep , just becos they thought bout you , the one who sheltered you with love and care . and you ? all you did was took advantage of it , and i'm suppose to stand there , and see you taking everything for granted , when i'm just shedding tears .

seriously , look at all the sacrifices people made for you , and how you just took it and left it when someone new came about . Hmmm , btw , i'm getting really fed-up with your attitude , okay ?

P/S : Thanks for loving me .

I thought he was all gay , nahhhh (:

2010-05-02T00:19:00.000+08:00

Shockingly , people . I'm bored and not sleeepy . Hahahas . seriously , i'm so bored . sleep early ? lazy . okay its not that early . hahaha , wth elisya ? okay lah i'm blank . bye :D

P/S : Is it just me or is Adam Lambert is Hot ?

Date (:

2010-05-01T21:37:00.001+08:00

Hello people , date with Nanan was damn fun , Shasha couldn’t make it D: Haishh , hahha , then me and Nanan spent like 2 hours at her house just to figure out where we were going , we bareng2 here and there laughed alot , then we firstly went to causeway Point , we ate mcdonalds chatchat , then we went up to Chamelon , then to Watsons , Nanan bought eye-shadow , then we went to take the bus and then we went to the Padang at Admiralty , wahh best , we took tons of pictures , then we listened to music , laughed a lot chitchat , hahha . from 450 till 6 plus then we gerak . heheh , one part right , we tried to take jump shots , all tak menjadi , it was either , too late or too slow . wah piang ? sedeh perhy . heheh , then i turn on the song triumph - pitbull . then got one part he said ” mother ______ situation ” nanan so confident , she say ” mother _________ siQuation ” hahah , kadang2 dalam hidup niey kiter tak lehy terlalu confident :D hahaha . kekek . then we gerak we went to 7 eleven , then took 913 to interchange , Nanan teman me till the bus arrived , thanks Nanan <3 reached home , texted A . hehhe , chat at msn , edited the pictures , theres alot of pics but i put them at facebook . hehehe , :DDD byebye people .

P/S : Awwww , his sweeeeet <3

Is It true ?

2010-04-30T20:55:00.000+08:00

Hello people , today’s okay day . pretty fun . So lets see , met Nanan as per usual at Choa Chu Kang , then went to school , we do kerja bodoh yknw ? We sanggup buy 3 Straits Times at three diffferent shops , just so that we wouldn’t get scolded , wah paing ? i wasted $2.70 . Wow . -.- okay then had F&N sleepy deiy . Then Physics had a test , its pretty okay , then had biology then recess , then after that english , i tell you english iw as damn sleepy like seriously damn sleepy , i was half awake . ^^ hehhe , what ? hehhe , than had maths remedial , stress nak mati . i could’nt get the curve that i wanted i was so fedup , then then after that , Me , Nanan , Atasha , Arina & Narahj & Hada , sat at the canteen talk talk laughed like hell as per usual , then me , Shasha & Nanan , went out of school ,with all our begs tied to each otehr , then me and Nanan stepstep lari then Shasha pull us , then all three fell , laugh like hell when that happen seriously like wow . Then we went to Bukit Batok interchange shasha met E then we went to west mall , Nanan take her conatcts , Shasha went lepak with E , me and Nanan jalan2 , and talk talk then we went at home we took 187 , then reached home i bathed , texted A , chat and edited pichas . Hahah , tomorrow MAYBE going out to study that depends if mommy let , and i hope she does . :D hehehe , alright toodles honeys !

P/S : Is it true ? Commmon i had enough of tears okay ?

Homework and I don't like it i tell ya , what a bxtch .

2010-04-29T21:34:00.001+08:00

Hello people , just finished homework it took me so long to finish it up seriously from 5 to 930 , wow i'm so slow , seriously elisya . god . Homework's such a bxtch yknw , too many cant take it seriously , i feel so dead now . i mean just now pe run 7 rounds , and i'm tired enough , then had mt , cher made me write lines , then now this ? wow , what a day seriously , what a day , currently texting while downloading songs , gonna off this computer soon , goodbye honeys`

P/S : Yes uhr ! i'm happy . H . (:

Letting Go , haish , N

2010-04-25T21:52:00.002+08:00

Yes yes , i knew my mistakes , but i rather tell you then i had it right ? no point hiding the truth , you'd end up knowing too , but please , I'm sad too , eversince that happened , were drifted apart yeah ? so haishh . Yeah , it sucks , you went your way i went mine , you may say that its my decision for all this but i miss the times . Your not like you used too , eventhough you said your still you , but it aint the same , your so different now , all we have now , is Hello , wyd , okay , and bye . haishh , wht happened to the past ? The real you . Maybe its me , but you shouldn't act the same way too ? its just not you . I want the old you back , but for me , the old me ? its just hard to come back yeah . So , i may just stick the way i am now . I cant let it go , but what the hell ? I have tears and pain left with me , and you ? you may do the same , but maybe its not even the truth yeah ? texts dont prove nothing okay . but haish , wth right . Goodbye .

Don't worry bout me i'm fine , just go on with your life without me , alright ?

The Past Memories ):

2010-04-25T21:46:00.000+08:00

Hello Peeps , yeah yeah i know , its been long . but i'm here right ? Sorry haven't been blogging this days , mommy tak kasih , she say exam coming , oh what the heck she has a point there . but i tak epeluang ah , daddy told me to put songs in his phone so i take peluang go here go there . wakwawkak , sempat per ? pandai mah . hehhe , so lets see , Friday , had lots and loads of fun , had a hell of a laugh , played card games after school with Gfs and the Sec 4s' fun the sungguh the very . Firstly had so many tests , yeah i stayed back for history test then had consultation with Mrs Chiam , then first first play Murderer at canteen wah piang blur nak mati sia . then played somemore games at Yohub , best siot , then went home at 530 , it was raining , thanks to Arina & Nanan for sending me to the bustop yeah , loveyouguys ;D , then saturday had tuition , then did some studying after that , today studied peribahase , then mommy printed me the peribahase on cards to study , thankyou mommy , otey otey , wanna sleeep . exam coming , wah piang ehky , so most probably wont be so active at anything that involves me on-ing the computer yeah .

P/S : I'm sorry , but i'm sad too yknow . Hmm , D:

was coming back to school awesome or what ?

2010-04-21T09:05:00.000+08:00

hello people , sumpah dei ! when i come back to school i was damn happy , hugged so many people , awwww ! i miss them all sia , shasha she scream my name then i scream , waliao sha ? kuat per ? hahaha , happy dei . then lets see yesterday , i met nanan at cck then we went to fazila's block then we took 947 then we took 106 izzul scared me then me and fazila scream IZZUL ! wakwakwak , kekek per ? hahaha , then reached school buy susu , saw _________ happy banget ! then , had flag raising then first period was history okay ah , then had english , sleepy , then had recess didnt eat lazy , then had F&N niey pat best , me and Adilla kecoh2 make burger , fooooo ! success sedap pulak i make burger , cheyyy lisya seh . wakwakwak , then had Physics had test , wow didnt study ? didnt knw . -.- then had biology , cold slc then had PW , me and fazila larilari go find Cikgu Muslim ended up we sat at the hall chit chat , he came at 1:53 ? which was 22 mins before PW ended , ehkynadei ! hahaha , then went to the canteen , ate then went to tuition , cant believe Daryl was in my tuition , texted lynn she said , daryl texted her too , shockingly he knows me , but sadly he cant spell my name D: wakwakwak . then after that went home , bathed did homework while watched tv and ate then slept . tired today , now currently having art digital now , best free access , wahh best ? after this is mother tongue , haishh . confirm banyak homework , awwww man . this sucks , alright peeps . thats all .

Goodbye ,

P/S : To Fazila , I'm sorry , I didn't think it would happen , i'm sorry again . :'(

oh yeah , school here i come !

2010-04-19T20:45:00.000+08:00

Hello people , guess what ? I'm going school tomorrow , yes ah ! like finally ? home's not fun when mommy lecture's me to study study when i actually did study . Gosh , mommy . yes ah , at least school would be better then to stay at home yknow , currently on MSN , using daddy's lappy . hmmm , meeting Nanan at choa chu kang at 0550 tomorrow , hmmm . later watching tv then sleeping at 1030 . Hmmm , i bet i'd be filled with homework when i get back . gosh , confirm a lot sia . elisya standby pen and a lot of candies . hahaha , mommy kept saying study study no more take 5 and yatayata . go home straighta after school . study study , no on computer ( but i still do ^^ ) study study . dont text text ( noway your taking my phone ) study study . no IPOD ( no way your taking my music ) study study . i need at least my phone and IPOD , i need that yknw , ahaha , you took my computer ready enough , and that word study , wow bnyk kali kater ? i study mommy . haiyo . thats it people , nothing left to say .

To Nurai , awwww thanks for posting bout me yeah sahyank ? Imyt dear !

P/S : N , you keep me awake . yknw ? Hahah :D

home's boring , when would this hell end

2010-04-16T20:56:00.000+08:00

Hello people , trust me home equals to boredom , i wanna go school , i miss everything about school , the only thing i enjoy bout home is the sleeping moments gosh , dont wanna wake up thats all that i enjoy , you guys think i holiday ah at home , i itch all over thats one thing i'm sure and pills aint cool i tell ya , but most likely to be in school by next weeek , i dont care , home doesnt work for a girl like me , i want school . i dont care bout the freaking books and boring lessons , i need them in a way , midyears coming and i'm here , looking a textbook i dont even understand people , i need teachers , gosh . CHER ! help me , i dont get it even if i read it till my eyes fall out i dont think i'd understand a thing trust me . i miss many people too yknow , dont worry honeys , i'd be back in no time , i hope so ? hope the doctor says i'm fit enough to go to school a little earlier , seriously . its bored to seat infront of a textbook and act as if i understand a word it says in it . and Mommy's lectures are getting pretty irritating and stuck in my head yknow , its irritating to hear the same thing day by day , isn't it easier if you just recorded wht you said and i'd just put it in my ipod ? that make life easier than for you to waste your breath as if i was listening , not . hahah , sorry Mommy , dont get your hopes to high yeah . Heheh , by the way , tv's getting boring day by day , facebook too . theres nothing . gosh , i want SCHOOL ! read this words people SCHOOL ! i want P.E yknow , -.-

Goodbye , i wanna get out of here !

P/S : Awww , reasons ? Shasha , Nanan knows why . (: Btw , I Miss You People At School :'(

polka dots and fever

2010-04-13T19:35:00.000+08:00

Hello readers , yeah its been long . But guess what last friday , i found dots on myself and high fever wow . What did that lead to , freaking CHICKEN POX . What the hell immune system , i got it once already . Not again , damn you immune system . Haish , you know whats the worse part of all , Mid-year's coming . oh damn it . I'm going to miss out tons of lessons . Haiya . won't be at school for about two weeks but but the doctor say's that if i recover soon i can go school earlier , i hope that happens , seriously its a bore at home and , fever is not awesome and big pills are also not awesome and when your body itches like hell is also not awesome . oh damn it . hahaha , the pill is like twice the size of panadol extra . and i gotta eat 5 in one day and i have to finish them . -.- yesterday fever went up to 39.6 , wow not awesome . haish , what a life .

Goodbye people .

imy dei ):

2010-04-08T22:13:00.002+08:00

Hello people , i have been pretty lazy and tired this days , trust me this week kecoh banget , lazy nak elaborate , tomorrow ader geo nyer excursion go marina barrage then ader ncc , then then saturday the band syf thing and my class practically started on teh cheer how sia ? dah lah semuer taknak cooperate , haiyo mak . hahahha , today recorded literature nyer bende sumpah , kekek . but kancong gyler . lerr . hahs , currently chaating on msn . dengan Dol , and Naz

wth justin ? hahah

2010-04-04T20:07:00.002+08:00

i was laughing practically the whole video , gosh . hahahahahah .

Boring Sunday

2010-04-04T18:28:00.000+08:00

Hello people , today's such a boring sunday , everyone's complaining about how boring today is .

On MSN , this will come out " ehky , i boring uh " then this " me too " hahs , wth ? How boring can sunday be ? Man , so lets see i woke up at 11 today , bathed , ate . then Parents and Aunty went to wedding i sat at home , i watched tv and camwhored , what else can a girl do huh ? hahs , then i uploaded the pichas , editeditedit , chat on MSN , then basically , have been rotting infront of the computer and the tv . gosh . i'm so bored , wth elisya , everybody knows your bored already , stop saying that word boredd .i cant , cos i'm bored . okay shut up . hahahah . hmmm , tomorrow got school . next week many things , lets see , monday maths remedial , tuesday home economics thingy , wednesday maths remedial , thursday hmmm nothing , friday geography thingy , saturday npcc band syf thingy , sunday nothing . wow . guess what ? i haven't do that literature project . gosh when , wow i guess thursday is the only day i can do it , gott aplan with babes . wah kecoh , hahs , takmau fail nyer pasal lah kan . wakakakakaka ;D

P/S : Tagboard , ohh common lets talk nicely people , why spam . Common , lets settle out things in a nice and simple way yeah ? why nak kecohkecoh kan . Lets stay happy peeps :D why have hate and wanna hate all , and all this bitch talk right ? Hahahs .

For fazila's needs

2010-04-04T18:22:00.002+08:00

This is for fazila , she wanted me to upload her photos , banyak dei . hahs , fazila fazila fazila . (:

Okay guess what , i can't sleep -.-

2010-04-02T00:38:00.000+08:00

This is specially for my dearest Shasha ;

I know what your going through is hard , i know how you feel . I just want the best for you , i don't want you to repeat the mistakes that i make , i don;t want you to get hurt in the end like me . Thats the reason why me , Nanan , Fazila , always tell you ( you know what ) But even if you do lose someone you love , yeah i know its hurts , but we all have our ups and downs , just take it slow and be patient , and you'll get what you want . So now you just be patient and stay calm , and you don't have to chase for what you want , it'll come to you . yeah babe ? You may lose someone you love , but you'll always have your friends with you . We're always here for you . I love you dear , yeah ? Hahahs !

P/S : Shasha , the april fool joke , not funyy ! hahahs ^^

the last song ):

2010-04-02T00:12:00.001+08:00

Hello peeps , today's normalnormal , tomorrow , going jogging with babes again :D hahs , i wanna watch teh Last Song i dont care ! hahs , and the song's awesome . hahs :D

Goodbye & Enjoy

Don't worry , you still got me ? (:

2010-03-29T20:27:00.000+08:00

To My Dearest Fazila ;

Yeah i know , you've lost someone you truly love , and deep inside you wished this would never happen , and that your still with him , but you gotta stay strong yeah ? Don't use this to stop you from being happy ? Don't be like me , I don't want to see my friends suffer yeah ? Your a nice person , and i'm sure he still loves you , he himself said that , he still does , and i'm sure you still do love him too right ? You may be apart here , but you still have each other in each other's heart right ? You still got the memories to keep you from letting go right ? So cheer up dear . You still have him right in your heart . Just remember this no matter what happens you'll still have your friends by your side yeah sweet ?

Cheer up Fazila dear . Stay happy yeah . Ily loads . (:

pain ?

2010-03-29T20:22:00.000+08:00

So yeah this are the pictures that were taken on Sunday , tired you know upload all , god confused in which i;ve uploaded which i didnt hahahs , anyways , today was okay laughed yeah , thats normal , had maths today . then after maths went home took mrt . I'm sad yknow .

Thats to that special someone ;

I'm sad to see you've forgotten bout me , Its hard to believe that you still love me when your waiting over someone else , its painful to see you've moved one without me . But i can't blame you right ? Its your life , what you wanna do , nothing can stand in the way of your choices and your decisions , so who am I to stop you ? I'm just someone you've once knew , and you've forgotten now in life , simply i'm a stranger , nobody , but its hard for me to believe that your not there beside me no more , to make me smile no more , its just to hard to let go ? But since this is your choice , and this is what makes you happy , you promised me not to go back to me , i'll promise not to get in your way .

Goodbye .

Sports Day`10

2010-03-28T13:08:00.001+08:00

Hello people , on Friday was Sports day it as fun , this are some pichas , Congratulations to the winners yeah ? Hahs , after sports day hanged out with gfs at IMM , then to Jurong Point then to Causeway , wow . Hahs . Yesterday went jogging and then lunch to tuition then to hanging out again . will elaborate soon with the pichas too . bye people . happy Sunday !

do you even care ?

2010-03-24T20:41:00.000+08:00

Hello , i'm very moodless and fedup today , btw to someone , why did you lie ? you could've just told me ? why keep it away from me ? god , you know how much it hurts to hear it . Its painful you know . gosh , no mood already . congrats to 2E1 , 2E2 , and 2N2 for the cheering competition ..

Goodbye .

Moodless , IMY

2010-03-23T21:58:00.000+08:00

Am I Sad ? Yes . Am I Happy ? This Moment Not Really . Don't ask why , hmph . No Mood Now So Goodbye .

P/S : I Miss You )':

To Nurai : Thanks for hearing me out and comforting me yeah ? Loveya Babe . :D

Treat Me Like i'm somebody please ?

2010-03-22T19:51:00.000+08:00

hello readers , today school was okay ah . had cramps , oh damn you cramps , serious pain i tell ya . fcuk you cramps , hah s. Z , was busy today , so pretty sad . Mother tongue , was fun i tell ya , we learned bout tradisional kuih , wah best get free kuih . hahahs , case tak tawu malu , then got one kueh Cikgu show ask to guess called Badak Berendam , then i like kancong ah , then say " Badak Sembu " bodoh elisya , confident sangat yer ? Dah everyone laugh , i tell ya it was fun . Then it rain and poured after school , played in the rain wah best , step pakai cardigan so that not wet , wah bodoh samer jer . man i was wet from head to toe . gerekq , me and nanan jer semangat nak basah2 , the rest dont want wet , hahs , but yeah still fun . then went west mall toilet , dried myself for a while , saw jengjeng . hahs , i know , gfs know , you no need know . hahs , happy or wht ? hahs , then went to follow Shasha meet W , then Nanan & Fazila sent me to the Mrt , yay ! thanks guys , then i went home , did homework , watch tv , and now , sitting here , and looking at the timetable tomorrow , liek dont want go school tomorrow sia, the lessons all so boring oh why . damn damn damn . hahs , got PW tomorow , and i have no idea where the heck i put that majong paper for PW , wahh die ah like this , another reason not to go to school tomorrow , besok conferm kener lecture . damn you majong paper , hahs , yummy , mummy made strawberry custard tarts , damn this are goood . hahs , elisyaelisya , eat food then dont worry no more bout the PW thing ah ? hahs , elisyaelisya , food only you know , hahs . Tomorrow got tuition , maths . yay me . hahs , Oh shit wednesday the cheer thing , and i gotta feeling that the class is going to screw it , nobody thought bout any cheers , and wednesday is near , goshh . mann , cheer infront of whole school , why ? why ? hahs , nasebnaseb . taek tol . hahs , thats it peeps ,

Goodbye .

Apom & Pancakes

2010-03-21T11:01:00.000+08:00

Hello people , Its a Sunday Morning and i already on my computer . hahs , elisyaelisya , nothign else to do uh ? Man , I'm hungry , i'm craving for Apoom and Pancakes , gosh am i random or what ? Hahhahs , Mommy went out to do cake setup , daddy go buy newspaper , until now havent come back , hahs . and i'm home with nothing to eat , gosh , i'm hungry ! hahs . Z , went Johor , he'd be back in the evening , nobody teman me lehy ): Hmmm , takper , i teman myself lorr , talk to myself , okay per ? Hahs , tebiat per elisya ? hahs , anywhos , yesterday , was freaking cold i dont know why , i go tuition the aircon fuyoooo , cold or what , than mommy and daddy pick me up , in the car more cold , then like we went to eat then go jalanjalan at courts , then went home , watch tv . then sleeep , felt tired yesterday and COLD . hahs , yayayay ! tomorrow got school , am i happy or what ? happy yeah , but no more sleeep wake up late . damn it -.- hahs . today maybe going out , dont know lah . maybe only . hahs , hope so , i dont wanna be stuck looking at a plain wall at home yknow . damn it . hahs ,

I miss too many people already , i want school !

Hahahahah :D

To feel appreciated

2010-03-19T23:10:00.001+08:00

Hello peeps , today nothing much just went out with parents go market then came back , tired sia today dont know why , jsut finished watching the telephone music vid at sheralyn's blgo , waliao awesome ! now chatting . so byebye people !

Boring Holidays

2010-03-18T21:35:00.001+08:00

Hello people , i've been pretty bored at home , since i'm stuck home , i've watching tv only , or i'd be sleeping for hours , gosh what a boring holiday . damn it i want school , or at least a chance to get out of this house ? Gosh , can life get any boring . Tv this days also no shows , computer stupid wireless sometimes have connection sometimes no connection , damn you wireless ! hahs , currently on MSN , and its pretty irritating when your chatting and suddenly no wireless then MSN automatically sign out by itself , rude much ? hahs . cheeyyy , MSN no manners tol . so rude , cut people conversation . Hahs , oh shut up elisya , you know your just talking crap now . man i want mini oreos all of a sudden , hahhs , and and yeah i wat bakerzin oreo cheesecake ! ohgod , i want i want . check2 , i dream bout all this food gosh . hahhahahs .

Anywhos , camp was pretty much okay , yeah i know its pretty late for me to post bout camp now , but what the heck right , so Day 1 , daddy sent me and Fazila to school , day 1 was pretty sleepy for me but okayy ah , then Night walk , waliao like wanna cry sia , i fell down here and there with Fazila , we ran liek hell i tell ya . was pretty scared when i saw Senior Amira , her hair all down , then she liek follow us , waliao , scary or wht , then Sir Justin all , have been scaring me and fazila , i tell you we all like were rolling on the floor ,what the hell ? hahs , but okayy ah , Day 2 , okay still , had CO Night , man , paisei2 , hahahas , congrats to Charlie for winning aye ! :D . Lester's claps was funny like hell ! hahhahs . Then the last day went home took 963 , reach home sleep ! Hahahahahs .

thats pretty much it for camp , thats it people , i wanna end it here , tata , goodnight people !

P/S : I'm sorry .

Girlfriends

2010-03-06T11:37:00.001+08:00

I Miss Girlfriends btw , hahs . I Miss the outings we used to have , when would be our next outing yeah Gfs` ?

Saturday morning

2010-03-06T11:31:00.000+08:00

Good Morning readers , morning and i'm bored seriously bored , later have tuition . more boring . ohgod can saturday be any more boring . ohgod boring boring boring . how many times have i said that ? oh what the heck . Hahahs . Tomorrow Paramore Concert and I'm pretty darn excited . hahs . Haven't plan to meet Kak Amira all what time , oh why bother , meeting cousins today , so why bother texting when meet face to face . Bodohy nyer Elisya . Semakin tak betul ;D hahahs .

Oh this is pathetic , wanna post but don't know what to post about , don't want my tagboard with people tagging DEAD BLOG DEAD BLOG . hahs , so before that happens , i post many2 , until ue all puas ? hahs . But want to post bout what ? Hahs , wtf elisya ? Hehehs . alaaaaaah , forget it , lets end this post . habes citerhy kan . nak susah2 kan buat perhy ? hahs . and this AWESOME , i'm like talking to myself from just now , tebiat , tak betul .

Goodbye & Have A Happy Saturday People

P/S : Shasha Cheer Up Aye ? You always have your friends by your side aye Goldfish ?

the past

2010-03-05T21:42:00.000+08:00

Hello readers , been sad to happy to hyper to sad to happy . weird feelinqs . damn it i hate life at times . idk wht to do with myself . i cant get over my past and that pretty much sucks . seriously sucks , i get all hyper then all sad . its so damn pathetic to live life this way . i cant keep being sad and moodless everytime shit happens . its just plain irritating . what ? life's gonna be like this for how much longer ? it sucks enough already . fcuk ah . i hate it i hate it .

School yesterday okay . Sports heat was scared of running , had headaches and stomach aches while waiting for my turn to run . ended up i dont know my placing . confused . what does it matter ? damn it . seriosuly got no mood , chatting with shasha now , she's the only one who understands me now . i feel like crying and i'm sure she does too . we're both having problems , and pretty sucks . haishh . we'll face it together huh ? cheer up dear . i'm here for you ayeaye ?

Bored , but at least sunday the paramore concert ! liek finally . tomorrow after tuition goign to Kak Zizi's house , at least get to see cousins . then sunday concert ! monday conferm sleepy siak . oh what the heck .

Goodnight and Goobye peeps

can't stop smiling (:

2010-02-22T20:30:00.000+08:00

Hey readers , today normal day and i couldnt stop smiling , Nanan knw i knw , hahs . shhhh ! Hahs , so had PE , was okayye trained for 2.4 than had history . mengantokkan , then had english , okayye presentation was freaky and nervous as hell ! hahs , then had recess ate , then had maths , maths , happy Ms Ang said i got top 5 in class ! wah gerekq and unbelievable ! hahs , then had Chemistry , Ms Gorgoues . hahs . however you spell it , then funny ah me and fazila asek confident with the answer than salah . wtf ? hahs , thn had VIP , boring as hell ! then had maths remedial , Ms Ang just told us to do correction then lehy alekq . Hahs , then went home with nanan . Thats all goobye and goodnight people !

sad & happy , man i'm weird

2010-02-21T20:48:00.000+08:00

Hello readers , today stayed home and sleep ! hahs . alright i slept at 4am yesterday just to finish up the project . hahs , semangat mahs , cause i thought today going out apedah ! hahs . yesterday after tuition Nanan came over and did the project with me , then daddy picked me up at home , before that i sent Nanan to bustop , then daddy pick me up at below the block , then went out with Uncle Borhan , Abang Usop all . hahs , laughed my heart out . hahs , then we went somewhere donno where , it made a bit emo-ish . reminded me of many things i guessed , the place made me think . then talked with Kak Amira , wahh , gerekq . hahs . reached home at 2 something then watched tv , texted and did the project lorh . In the morning woke up , touch up the project and then ate , and then sleep again and then ate again . hahs . then now just listening to music , sleeping soon . Tomorrow have Maths remedial . man i'm bored . done here .

Goodbye & Goodnight people ! :D

Makes me happy day by day ;D

2010-02-18T21:38:00.000+08:00

Hello readers , have been pretty lazy yeah to update so yeahh . been pretty happy this days for some reasons . and pretty sad this days too . I totally brokedown before maths after recess , for some particular reasons , but thanks to Fazila , Aizat , Ahmad , Shasha , Nanan & Adilla for cheering me up yeah ? :D But still yeah i'm sad , but i dont want you guys to be miserable just because i'm miserable with my stupid life issues yeah ? Sahyank korang <3 hahs . Maybe , yeahh maybe . hahs . Girlfriends know , I know . You dontknow . hahs . so be it ! hahs . Today was okayye ah . But i've been seriously tired this days . I played tc tac toe on msn just now and i lost for stupid reasons , the reason is that I COULDNT SEE hahs , keep pressing the wrong place and ending up the other person win ! manerhy blehy ? hahs . then otp-ed with Nanan jap , then now , watching tv and currently texting . jap laqy tertido ah niey just watch and see aye aye ? but wait you cant see so , i dont know . elisya what talkinq you ? hahs . people day time hyper , elisya night time hyper ? sotonq sotonq . hahs . hmmmm , don't know what to sy alrdy . so Goodbye peeps ;D

Sorry , but thats not enough for you

2010-02-09T21:49:00.000+08:00

Hello readers , yeah yeah i know i haven't been updating , well life pretty much sucks , nowadays , and i'm to caught up with stuff and pretty much got no mood almost each day .

Me & Buttercup , ended . I just don't get it , i already lost you as a bf and now i have to lose you as a friend too . Hmmm , but you yourself said it " i promise myself not to go back to you , " hmmm , yeahh . You knew how that made me feel ? yeah its my fault too , but i didn't say that i wanted to lose you as a friend too . I guess now were just complete strangers huh ? Hmph , sorry people i have no mood already . Goodbye . The greatest gift for Valentines day huh ? Hmph .

I kept thinking of you today .

2010-02-04T21:24:00.001+08:00

hello readers , seriously internet has been such a bxtch nowadays , kadang ader kadang no have . fucked up . hahs . In the morning went to school with Hadi & Nanan , then reached school , go toilet Kak Nana do my hair . Thankyou ! Then first period was English . Then then , had literature . Bodohy tk blajar hahs . but okay ah tetap stress . Then had mt another test this sucks more , the whole class got below 14/20 . like wth ? Cikgu kater who ever fail stayback meaning detention ! wth ! hahs . felt like crying sia . end up oso cry bodhy sia -.- hahs . Then cikgu took our ezlink cards then we had to tulis sentences with the words . Then kasih cikgu after school . naseb tk pape . then had recess . ate , had maths . maths had test okay ah . hahahs . then had PAP thingy . played scrabble . funfun jugak ah . then did the malay thing with nanan , find cikgu then went to West Mall first got total defence badge then went lot 1 . ate at Mcdonalds , then we laugh2 like hell ader ah asl . ahhs . then went to popular first as i needa get some stuffies . Then went cotton on ! ALAMAK ! niey pat hati saket tengok cotton on you knw why saket hati ? No money to buy , almost semuer i want sia ): sadsad . Tkper , dah dapat duit tengok jerhy semuer i buy . hahs . < cm phm . -.- then met shasha and arina went to aries . then went home took 925 with nanan thanks for sending me to woodlands . went home bathed , did homework watched glee again like woahh ! i love the song mercedes sing when she through a brick at that guy's car . sedap maut . hahs . Then packed bag for NCC tmrw . You know whts sad to , Pau nvr reply me sedehy sehy . Hhahahs . okay pretty much it . bye ! gonna download songs . Byebye . Sorry people i got no mood now . for some reasons . bye .

P.S : I want you out of my head , but how ?

i'm lazy to post nowadays

2010-02-01T21:13:00.000+08:00

hello readers , i've been so lately this days to post . malas ah . balek mandi terus tido sehyy . how lazy i am . yeah yeah i am lazy but wtf do i care ? hahs . tomorrow Nanan's bday . got her something alrdy . Currently on the phone with Hadi & Nanan . Pau pau pau pau . hahs . besok gegerl alekq sorang sehyy . Aderlah orang tuh nak gy datinq . Huahuahuahua ;D hahs . yang teraser tuh orang nyer lah tuh . ahhs . tomorrow got PE yayayaay ! i hate it my mouth have alsur ( however you spell it -.- ) , Hahahahs . I sadsadsadsad . orang semuer birthday semakin dekat . Elisya nyer bday wow maseh jauh ! hahs . And btw , i'm bored .

Goodbye peeps .

2010-01-28T20:36:00.000+08:00

hello readers , yesterday had a normal day . then after school had Maths Remedial , with Shasha , Adilla , Fazila & Nanan . Then half way hadi nyer class masuk . and i was like huh ? Hahs . then after maths . Alekq with Aiman , Hadi , Nanan . took 963 . the bus driver made me run out of the bus and throw my lollipop in the bin then run back in to the bus . klakarhy perhy . Wth ? Rabak sehy sampai kenery lari luar . Haishh . terpakser gigit the lollipop . D: then reached woodlands . Me , Nanan , Aiman took 911 . Nanan went to my house to do the malay project . we watched american idol and ate Mcdonalds . then did the whole project till 8.30 . Gerekq . kiter sempat nyanyi lagu . Hahs .

Today , met Nanan , Hadi , Aiman as per normal then took 963 . i slept from bukit panjang all the way to school . foooh sedap tidor . sampai tk sadar ? Hahs . then reached school , first period was MT . Best . cos everyone did touch ups me and nanan helped around . i took photos at the top there . the Yellow one is me and Nanan's . the blue/purple is Nurai & Nasrun's . The one got pokok Izzul & Shasha's . Prettay right ? Hahs . then we paste2 . Then everyone took pichas . Then had free period . Then had recess . Then had Art Digital . surf the net . Then had Physics . Well , okay lah . Funny jugak . Hahs . cher ask how to save energy in the kitchen then jeremy said " eat more cup noodles ! " then everyone laugh2 . wth jeremy ! hahs . Then after that had to go to EL RM 7 for music students . wow messy and sumpah noisy serious . Me , Nanan & Arina same group . Then after taht , Me & Nanan went to Lot 1 ate lunch at Mcdonalds . Nanan nk katerhy " Lets go Couple Lab . " End up nqn confident she say " YOK kiterhy gy choli lab ! " hahhahahah ! i laughed my heart out . confident tau betol padehal2 . hahs .mentanq2 ngok choli kat entrance beyh kater CHOLI LAB ! HAHAHS . kekek dokq . trust me laughed like hell . then after that went to take 925 , Nanan turun woodlands . sahyank ue . thanks for teman-ing me babe . hahs . terlentuk2 bilerhy dalam bus . me and Nanan tertido . Hahs . Then reached home did homework . packed bag . Text-ed people . Anywhos enjoy the pichas . Sorry kalau ader tk clear . ader dah move before captured . Goodbye peeps .

sad to happy to pissed off

2010-01-26T21:30:00.000+08:00

hello readers , today was a sad , happy and fedup day . seriously . I mean sad for reasons , i pity her . then happy as i laughed my ass out at recess . Shasha jugak yang slalu buat kiterhy ketawer like hell . then physics , bnyk orang kenerhy diri stakat tk bawak Practical book . bodohy nyer cikgu . Jelinq tk perlu ehy . nak marah2 , tapi jelinq tk perlu . siket2 jelinq orang . fedup sehyy . dah tuh suruh copy the whole question from top to bottom and 15 lines . apedah . Dah lamerhy tk tulis lines . hahs . then decorated class , then golek . Me , Nanan & Faz went west mall . we jalan2 . then terserempak Asyura and Jelina . WOW TAKUT ! cannot run sedhey tk lehy lari . dah kener cubet lagy ! muker ni semakin hari semakin merah . hahs . Then Nanan follow me to Woodlands yayayay ! Sahyank ue . Currently otp with Hadi , irritating ah niey orang . hehehs . Melatar pulak tuh ! hahs . aperhnyer orang . Dah lah tuh kalau dalam bus , dierhy nyanyi tk ingat dunia , syiok sendiri . Macam bus tu rumah dierhy sendiri . apedah niey orang . Hahahs . Thats pretty much it . Goodbye peeeps .

P.S : May You Rest In Peace .

two is better than one , i'm sorry

2010-01-25T21:06:00.002+08:00

hello readers , today was not one of the awesome days that i thought it would've been . It was Fazila's bday . the day started out great , after some reasons , everyone no mood . Hmph . After school , bash fazila with like 1 gram of flour , as the rest of the flour was used . like the hell ? 1 pinch of flour , maner gerek . but at least got to bash her . Then me and Nanan went to woodlands jalan2 at causeway . Then we golek at 5.40 . Reached home at 6 . then change , bathed . waited for mommy and daddy to come back with my cheeseburger and french fries . thy came back , i ate . did homework . and now playing computer . might be sleeeping early as i'm having headaches . Hmmm , thats pretty much it . goodbye .

P.S : Everyone was so sad in school , tears . No one had any mood . Haishh . Its just so tragic and sad to know .

Early birthday wish

2010-01-24T21:17:00.000+08:00

Hello readers , just now went to causeway with parents watched Tooth fairy . Hahs , klakar dokq , saw , Hadi , Taqim , Nazerah & Danial . amek kau , bnyk orang siakk i see in one day . hahs , after the movie went to Swensens , then went to cotton on , bought a cardigan . then went home . currently chatting and texting sahyank . :D hahs , tomorrow , Fazila's bday , cheyy dah 14 sehyy . Dah cm kakak2 ah ehyy . Hahs ! Tomorrow i and Shasha ader Maths remedial , wtf ? until 4 . alahh . maybe i cn celebrate faz bday with her , maybe i cant depends . Hmmm , pretty much that . Goodbye peeps . ;D

glee's awesome !

2010-01-23T20:49:00.001+08:00

Hello readers , currently otp with Buttercup now . Hahahs , niey orang asek syiok sendiri nyanyi sendiri , terpakser lah elisya dengar . Hujan jugak . Hahahs . Anywhos , had tuition just now , reached home at 4.30 . then printed photos , did maths homework , then bathed , after that ate dinner , Mommy and Daddy came home with my Auntie Anne's YEEPIE ! hahs , then ate that , currently texting .

Yesterday had NCC , it was better than last weeks training . Had company march , wow awesome man , scream until no voice siak . hahs , but gerekq ! Then went home out of the school with Shasha and Hadi , met Nanan and Aiman at RC , then we jalan , me , Hadi , Nanan & Aiman naek 963 , trus when dah at bukit panjang , Nanan kenerhy turun then , Aiman muekr sadsad sehy . Hahs , lek ah i oso sad . then Hadi turun then me & Aiman took 911 home . Reached home bathed , ate , then totally dozed off man . damn tired .

Guess wht ! I'm addicted to Glee , awesome ly funny! hahs , have been watching their songs on youtube . wakakakaka , obsessed much . && Guess wht was in the mailbox ! My PARAMORE TICKETS woooots ! happy better takecare of the tickets dont wanna loose them ! Hehehs , Toodles peeps . Goodbye .

boredom & coldness

2010-01-22T12:05:00.004+08:00

hello readers , I'm currently at school now having digital art . man i'm freaking cold siak. hahahs , finally finsihed the work that was given . having NCC later . hmmm , and i'm tired .. yes i am yes i am . Hahs , just now otw way to school , i had no mood for some reasons . Hmph , hope that doesnt happen again aye sahyank ? Hahs , toodles . POST AGAIN when i reach home after NCC aye . Goodbye .

somehow i guess

2010-01-21T21:18:00.000+08:00

Hello humans ! today was okay ah , at least got PAP so not many lessons , MT cikgu was late and so we sat outside like wht like that , then cikgu rush , then hahs , baru pikir free period ! hahs , then had recess ! WOW lapar ! kancong beli makan then after that went to Maths , maths sleepy i dunno whyye . Hahs , then PAP , me and Nanan walk2 , then 13.15 went off then half way in mrt biler at CCK , fazila call me say bout the PW thing luperhy nk kasih cikgu dah patah alekq to bukit batok , wow rabak ! halfway to woodlands patah alekq . hahs , then after taht me and Nanan went to take 963 with Aiman , Kak Aisyeek , Kak Afiqah . Then sampai woodlands , me , Aiman and Nanan amek 911 , then me and Nanan went my house , i take money . then we went to popular at causeway bought suffies , then went to Civic Centre ate mcdonalds then went to library first level sat and did the project lorhh . finished around 6.45 , reached home at 7.16 . mommy and daddy still not home till now , out with Uncle Borhan . Currently chatting now , toodles , goodbye .

P.S : Sad in a way . I don't know why . Gosh I'm weird .

woahh , its been long

2010-01-20T21:00:00.000+08:00

Hello readers m yeah i knw its been pretty long . hahahs , have been pretty busy , and my computer is bcome super laggy like shit tol . there's good thinqs and bad thinqs going on so wht the heck right . school has been pretty awesome and pretty boring at some times , so recently have been going school with Hadi , Nanan , Aiman & Taqim . Hahs , funny funny . Daddy got me new phone happy bangat si ! LG new chocolate &&&& UNLIMITED SMS WOOOOTS ! hahs ,happy dokq , its been like finally hahs , and and right Me & Nanan have been eating tons of lollipops because Aiman ah , he make us addicted to it . ahhs , today went home straight with Hadi & Nanan , reached home mommy cooked black pepper crab ! wah gerekq , sedap ! hahs , ate as much as i wanted too . hehehs . tomorrow mommy and daddy going Malaysia , with Uncle Borhan , then i have to go home straight , aper motive alekq , kalau dorang tkdr . hahs , dont know lah ehyy . Hehhs , those are the pictures taken on Monday aye aye :D

Enjoy sweeets . Toodles , goodbye .

P.S : spam all you want , no motive wht ? Kerja bodohy perhy spam , You think wht you spam big fcuk ah ? Hahahs , god have a life , spam all you want , they'd be deleted . so waste all your time , i got the time of my life to delete all of it , my problem ah i want to delete or not , you can say whtever you want i dont give a damn . Thanks . (:

i'll remember these days (:

2010-01-14T19:12:00.001+08:00

Hello readers , today went to school with Hadi , Aiman , Nanan & Taqim , laughed like hell again . like what only , we ate lollipops , and i finished first and i was sad cos everyone still got candy except for me D: hahs , then when dah reach bukit batok met Fazila at the RC , then we went to school tied hair , then first period was Music , bolehy tahan best , me , Nanan & Adilla laughed like hell sia . funny sehy adilla . we had to count every notes beat , then adilla was like " 1 , 1 , 2 ... 2 , 1 ehyy , 1 , 1 , 2 , 2 " ahhs , klakarhy dokq . Then had recess ate , then had MT , mt was fun too , then had Chemistry , Cher made me and Fazila stand for the whole lesson as we didnt do homework . wahh penat . but wtf ? hahs , then reach english , me and Fazila terus run to our chairs and sat down ! hahs , then after that me and Nanan jalan2 as our free period , then met Fazila & Shasha after their PAP then we went for NCC nyer bende , Nanan join NCC yayayay ! hahs , then after that , we went to bukit batok and ate Nasi Ayam with Izzul skali , funny dokq , laugehd many2 , i slipped on a paper plate , and we were laughing like hell . yeah i'm clumsy so wht ? hahs , then went Lot1 , we bought Shasha's bende at popular , then went home , now currently chatting with fazila & Blue . hahs , yeah tadi pagyk saw blue , yay me !hahas .

Goodbye . Tmrw got NCC , and have Preview for the Unit and Sec One's i'm freaking scared !

Oh help me please ! -.-'

happy day , me like ;D

2010-01-13T22:49:00.000+08:00

Hello readers , today went to take bus 963 with Hadi , Nanan , Aiman and Taqim . wakakakakaka ;D

The guys are always late wth ? I & Nanan always semanqat datanq sianq ! Thn , in the bus i laughed alot aye aye ;DDD hahahs , funny bunny ! hahhahahs . reached school , PE was tirirng and i had damn headaches . at MT cannot concentrate cos of the headache . wth ? then rec , we ate . then i had physics , bore . then then then had PDS okay ah . watched NPCC . wow . nicenice , then then went home with fazila , tmrw going with Hadi , Aiman , Nanan & taqim to school . Tmrw got the CCA thingy . Currently on the phone with Hadi & Nanan , toodles , peace out ! goodbye . :D

sumpah i want you back !

2010-01-12T20:33:00.000+08:00

hello readers , today went to school with fazila and Nanan today , then we sat at rc , as Nanan and fazila wnated to do homework , i sat and ate my pau . hahhs , then watched people walk pass me . tu pon nk bilanq perhy elisya ? hahs , then i and nanan went to school , while fazila went to school with E . hahs , then lessons were okay except for the fact that i was freaking sleepy at Maths , sumpah . hahs , u knw i was so near at going in the boys toilet cos i thought it was the girls toilet wtf ? hahs , then after school , went to eat nasi ayam and then went to lot 1 do hmwrk , then i went to tuition . Hahhs , wth ?

P.S : Sumpah i want you back ! hahahs , really really ! i miss you like hell ! ;DDDDDDD

I hate you , & by the way your such an ass

2010-01-09T19:55:00.000+08:00

Hey readers i'm seriously fucked up and angry with R , his making life hard for people siak seriously sehy . orang dah kater tk sukerh tk suekrhy ah nak pakse2 asal . sampaikn orang laen kau babit kn asl ? kau niey menyusahkn orang sak . sedar diri kau siket lehy tk . kau dah lah perangai cm sial , penipu . kau pikir aperhy everyone has to suffer just so you can get what u want . ehyy please lah , ur an asshole who doesnt care bout anyone's feelinqs but yourself . i dont even think ur human , u dont have a heart to care for anyone around you . your so heartless . your jerk , a liar . and you know that . so seriously dont ever think that wht your doing is okay to everyone okay , cos its not . its just making everyone miserable . people like me and my bestfriend have no fuckinq mood becos of you . muker kau pon aku tnk tengok kalau bolehy sak . seriously i hate you and its a fact .

i'll never stop thinking of you

2010-01-07T19:08:00.001+08:00

sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad sad

song . and somehow , i'm not over H , haishhq . yeahhh . goodbye .

P.S : I still love you .

i'm starting to fall for H again -.-

2010-01-05T20:50:00.000+08:00

Hello readers , today was pretty awesome too but wow the things we brought walau sekse . its so damn heavy . me and Nanan like were giving up when it came too going up the stairs , firstly met Nanan at cck as per usual , then we went to the toilet at bukit batok to tie our hair . then met nurai , jac , and izzul at bukit batok interch . Than we took 106 then we met Fazila & Shasha at school okay , then today had another attire check -.- . Teacher made me and Fazila pull our socks and clip our fillers walau kental . hahs . malu2 . hahs , then check skirt naseb tk kenerhy . hahs . tak jadi nk pakai skirt baru besok . D: then we had , chemistry it was pretty fun , then we had recess followed nanan buy skirt then went to eat , after that had motehr tongue , then then we had maths , ms ang rearranged our sitting . hahs at least ader shasha , then after tht had english wrote a compo . hmph okay ah . then at english me and Nanan kept laughing liek helll like wht like that . hahs . mepek tol . hahs . then actually last period was PW , then we asked Ms Zhang have or dun have PW , then she say she think haven't start so we got released at 1.15 alhamdullilah . hahs .so me , shasha , nanan and fazila went to guilin to .......... nicenice . hahs , thn went to eat at gombak , then we lepak jap near there , then i went to tuition , Nanan went to meet her sis , fazila and shasha went home . I reached tuition early and finished the worksheeets first hahs . then met mommy , we went to NTUC she bought stuffys . then we went home . tommorrow kenerhy pakai tie and have PDS lecehy tol / hahs . currently otp with lynn and on zwinky and texting H , wow i cant believe i'm starting have feelinqs aqain for him , hmmm , but he said he only liek me okayokay . ape nyer answer . hmmm . -.- i dont know why but i guess i just miss him huh ? hahs . weird me . i feel so tired somehow yeah i am . Goodbye humans .

Awesome day

2010-01-04T20:09:00.000+08:00

Hello readers , so today was so excited to see girlfriends` and everyone else at school . wahhh , hyper gylerhy . Hahs , so like today met Nanan at Cck at 5.50 . was a little late as bus 911 came late . so wtf ? hahs , so nampak Nanan masuk train straight away hugged her like hell . wow damn i miss her so much . hehehs . Then i and her jerhy yang semangat2 siang hahs . then like satuh per satuh message , " i'm gonna be a little late " hahs , then fazila came with haiqul . hahs , semuer meet peluk . wow gerekq nah . then Nurai came . Shasha tak jadi meet cos she woke up late . then we took 106 to school . then reach school wow hujan . basah satuh badan . hahs . then reach we went to hall . i in 2e1 with the rest . but so sad as all the guys from our class dah tkdr all go 2e2 manerhy gerekq wei ? then 2e1 is the worst class in express wtf ? gytu senang remain in 2e3 . hahs . i miss my kecoh class . apedah . class nie senyap dokq . haiyooh . then we had class interaction then after that had break . bodohy banyak orang didnt get to eat anything except for a muffin wakikikikikiki;D then had MT . man Cikgu muslim talk bout Higher Malay wow buat takut sehy , hahs . stress tau . Hehs , then had english . then had PE . took height and weight , igrew 2cm ! awesome . Hahs , then was hungry so ask PE teacher if can eat cos recess tk makan mahs . so he let . then u knw wht they say . now free period tklehy makan aperhy sehy sad man sad . hahs . then had geography wow ngantok as like after eat then the fan sejuk . wow manerhy tk ngantok . almost the whole class was half asleep . wth ? i oso want sleep . hahs . then we met Nurai after that , we went to West Mall book tickets go toilet , then we went to buy food and then we went in the cinema . so this is considered the second time i watch Alvin & the Chipmunks and i'm stilll laughing . hahs .then after that we went to Bukit View nyer daerah to lepak . then went to Tingkat 30 pulak tuh lepak . then i teman Nanan alekq the rest dunno maybe they still lepak . Then i reached home at 6.03 . siang . hahs . Mommy terperanjat i came back early . wow sindeh perhy elisya slalu alekq lambat apedah . then bathed . copied timetable , then i packed my bag . then now currently on MSN and waiting for Sheralyn to online zwinky hahs . addicted much . hahs . Tomorrow , have tuition so not going home first . yeahh . peace out people . hope the second day would be more awesome . Jyeah , Goodbye .

don't think i can sleep tonight (:

2010-01-03T21:45:00.000+08:00

YES ! FINALLY SCHOOL REOPEN TOMORROW OHYEAH !

Can't wait man . I miss so many people . hahahs , Gonna hug girlfriends like hell tomorrow and gonna be damn hyper tomorrow . hahs . Just now went to Causeway with Mommy and we watched the Vampire's Assistant . Awesome movie , confirm have part 2 as it ended just like that . So cant wait for part 2 i think ? Hahs , i cant believe Avatar and Alvin & the Chipmunks still popular , i don't mind watching those movies again its pretty awesome . 2010 has a lot of awesome movies man . Hahs , better make time for them too . Hahs , just now chat with Shasha , cheyyy Shasha nak jadi good girl ah . Hahs , Currently playing zwinky , and waiting for lynn to call me back . sleeping at 10.30 but don't hope that i can sleep man . I think i'd be waking every hour . Conferm nyer . hahs . Cos really i don't even feel tired now . Not even a bit . Hahs , so i'm gonna keep zwinky-ing and listen to music . haahahahahahs . Oh please can time fly any faster . I mean like its a few hours away to meeting Gfs` and going to school . And i mean i cant wait . Hahs . I mean seriouslyi feel like screaming right now .

Hehehhehs , but i wont . Its night people . hehehehehs . Okay i'm as hyper as ever seriously , its like i'm a 5 year old on a sugar rush . & i can't believe i saw her just now , bukan nak tegur . Hmph . whatever .

Goodbye peeps , Enjoy school tomorrow aye aye

ElisyaJ

Early riser much

2010-01-03T07:38:00.000+08:00

Hello readers , i have no idea why i could wake up at 6.30 today unbelievable man . Hahahs . I guess i just couldnt sleep . Maybe i'm to excited for school ? Maybe ? Who knows , today i'd be staying and relaxing at home . Cant wait for school tomorrow too see girlfriends , Sec ones , teachers and the kecohness . hahs . :D

yayya , mommy let me go watch movie tmrw after school . Nanan and Girlfriends set ehyy ? Hahs . hope so i miss you guys super much right now , cant wait for time to fly faster please . :DDD well yesterday have been zwinkying with lynn . Since today i sleeping early , i outta play zwinky before 10.30 until i very very satisfied hahs . feel me up with zwinky baybeh ! hahs . best . syiok . wtf , i cant explain it . hahahahahahahahs .

Toodles / Goodbye

I want my bangs man

2010-01-01T23:19:00.001+08:00

hello readers , was chatting with nanan tercintah ! man i rindu you lah wheiyh ! hahs . Mummy cut my fringe wow hancur tmrw cutting bangs again .Thank god . gotta save my hair for 2010 nyer pasal . Hahs . man i still miss Nanan . hahs . Yeah yeah . Currently otp with Sheralyn looking at Zcard stuffys on Zwinky . She's checking out if they sell Zcards at Singapore . Well they better ! Cos i have been searching and calculating stuff i want for zcard . Hahs . Obsessed much ? Hehehs . tmrw got tuition man i'm lazy . But wth ? Girls gotta do wht they gotta do . Then after saturday would be sunday chill .

Then Monday SCHOOL YAHOO !

Happy new year

2010-01-01T14:38:00.002+08:00

Hello readers , okay today is New Year ! Yayayaya . Hello 2010 . So to everyone hope you guys have an awesome 2010 ahead of you lets forget the bad things that happen in 2009 aye ? Hahs , and i can't wait for school to open like hello i miss a lot of people especially Gfs` . Hahs , And definitely i'm bored at home . Hahs . School open wanna hyper2 happy2 . Hahs . Like wht only ? Hehehs , yesterday watched countdown at home wakakakaka ;DDDD . Currently i'm playing zwinky . my Zwinky partner no have . so sad . Hahs . Nevermind . Later Mommy gonna help me cut my fringe hope it wont turn out to become disaster ah ehy . hahs . Tomorrow got tuition -.- so suckish . Hehes . Maybe meeting Fazila before tuition or something . It depends . Alright that's all peeps . Peace out , HAPPY NEW YEAR . Enjoy 2010 aye people ? Goodbye

Awesome Bbq & Over you

2009-12-30T22:05:00.000+08:00

Hello readers , today PDS was awesome as we had the most fun among all the trainings , yup . Firstly went to meet Fazila & Nurai as per normal yeah . Then we went to school changed into PT , then we fall in infront of the NCC ROOM , everyone was like contacting all the PDS mates , like all like you have this person number all . As Sir wanted full attendance . Then ended up only a few people didn't come . Firstly we had rehersals and practices in our drills . We had a rehersal , yeah it was fun . Sir kept making us twirl perfectly until no one drop , then like we did the perfect one like 4 times , and he say this one last for all the perfect one than he say again . Wth ? Sir not making sense , hahs . Then like everytime we did a perfect one we'd be all like WOOOOOH . wow , semangat man . Then we had to tape our new riffles for our performance , all black the gold part haven't do yet . Then after that we had lunch . Me , Nurai , Fazila , Arina & Kak Ika didn't go for break as we did like cards for Seniors , ended up Dorcas bought for us drinks , thanks yeah . Then we had Games , we played soccer , walauwheiyh . Kavi step on my foot then he nearly fell on me but thank god not full body siak , i think i would've died if i did . Naseb2 , saket pulak tuh . Haiyah . Then after that i play soccer at the same time run run , seat2 , like wht like that . Kecoh maut sehyy . Then at 3 Sir Justin told us to take off our shoes for our WET & MUDDY activity . wth ? i like the wet part but not the muddy part . So we had to walk / crazl barefooted at the muddy field . ewwww , then sir threw the NCC ROOM key at the field then we had to find . Then after all that i was itching all over . Then after that we went to the basketball court , some people only played soccer , i didnt want to play soccer as i had enough of soccre just now , so we just sat down one side , then Sir told us to seat in the middle of the court then he pour water all over us WOW GEREKQ . hahs , some people dont liek but i like . hahs , then the guys pulled sir , so that Senior can pour water on Sir , It was awesome that Sir kenerh not only us . Hahs , Then we had our bbq under the ISH , so there was fried rice , chicken wings , sausages , fishballs , fruits , otak2 , and drinks . yum , thanks seniors , Then Sir Justin & Senior was poured with water by the guys . Hahs , padan muker . Funny siak , when the Seniors & Sirs , kenerh pakser and tarik by the guys . Hahs , thn we had group photo and Prize Ceremony for the Seniors , Ma'ams` and Sirs . best sehyy today i'm sure i laughed a lot . yeaaaaaaaaaaaah . Hahs , Ohyarh , Tuesday i went out with Cousins ,went to watch Alvin & the chipmunks 2 and ate at Swensens and jalan2 at Orchard . Best .

P.S : I'm over Z somehow .

Goodbye.

Avatar & flying chairs

2009-12-29T10:38:00.000+08:00

Hello readers on Sunday went to Causeway with Mom and watched Avatar , man it was awesome , seriouly . Go watch it people . Its damn AWESOME . Hahs , Then went to look at this Adidas watch that i want and Mommy bought it for me ! yeah awesome hahs . then we ate dinner at LJS , then after that went Body Shop to get soap and other stuffies . Then we went to Cold Storage , to get some snacks .

And i think i'm on Bad luck or something as i keep running into F at causeway its been twice in a week . Okay wth ? Thats just plain weird . Hmph , whatveer . kk , then after that w went back i kanchong bathe then watch Singapore Idol . YAYAYAY ! Sezairi won ! ahhahs , semangat sak . Hehehs ,

Yesterday had PDS , PDS was freaky and scary yesterday , Sir was so damn angry and disspointed with our Performance , wow , he through a chair . Naseb no one was hurt . Than he made us run , do jumping jacks , push-ups . WOW penat , but yeah we have been slacking thats true . Phobia of chair alrdy . hahs , went home then bathed , watched tv and watched Projek Cerpen , then i slept at 1030 as i was super tired .

Okay Today going to watch Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 with Cousins , yay ! Meeting them at Somerset at 1.30pm , okay toodles people , i'll post when i get back , maybe . hehehs , I don't know . hahs , kaykay .

Goodbye

Paramore concert

2009-12-26T19:02:00.000+08:00

Yes i want i want i want i want TO GO TO THE PARAMORE CONCERT PRETTY PLEASE !

Hahahahs , obsessed much . Hehes , common its their first concert in Singapore , who wouldn't want that .

Don't care i want i want i want !

Stuck in between

2009-12-26T18:52:00.000+08:00

Hello readers , today's pretty boring , i was so tired somehow , okay i'm weird , hmph , stupid lah , i'm having alsur , however you spell it . damn it , my lips are dry , and i keep having issues to eat . ah fuck . -.- , hmph , i don't know wht else to say already , i want school to open quickly pls , i'm getting freaking bored at home . there's practically nothing to do . Haishq .

You know wht sucks , i hate to be stuck in between , i'm stuck between a friend that i don't wanna fight with and a guy that i really like . At one point , yeah i really like him , but she's my best friend , i'd feel guilty , everytime . Another point , if i'd reject him , i'd just be hurting myself , and he'd be putting me for the blame for his pain . So i freaking don't knw wht to do . yeah she can say , wht can she do , but seriously , i'm more stress here . I know how you feel trust me i do . trust me i hate this , this truly sucks . Hmmm , byebye .

I wanna love you

2009-12-25T17:26:00.000+08:00

hello readers , stayed home today . hahs , helped mommy with cupcakes . yeah . And have been playing with my hair , hahs . Best , ader tk menjadi ader okay ah . hahs , Okay , his gone til sunday , he'd be back on sunday . i don't know wht to do , i don't wanna leave him but truly i really like him , hmph . i don't knw this sucks seriously , i need advice man . seriously , i keep crying when actualyyi could've just stayed . -.-

Goodbye .

P.S : Seriously I do like you

last goodbye

2009-12-24T22:56:00.000+08:00

Hello readers , i'm bored/sad/fedup/nomood/fuckedup . Hmph , finally gave up alr . I'm done with all of this . Love brings pain , so wth ? Let it go let it go . hahs . monday had PDS . Then tuesday went out with Sheralyn and Hannah , went to causeway , marsiling , west coast . Went marsiling , i bought sheralyn & hannah jeans for their christmas gifts . Then went Causeway Sheralyn bought me shades at Cotton On as Christmas Gift Thankyou! hahs . then we went to my house to get clothes , thn went to west coast . Played2 , then rain , so we set under Sheralyn's umbrella and chatchat , then went to causeway to have dinner , had dinner at Long John Silvers , then they sent me home , thanks guys .

Wednesday , wow tiring and scary , kener lecture , seram sehy . yes yes , discipline memang important . PDS , sir scolded us , but yeah we did slack . Then we practice in the music room , fun sehy as there was a mirror , kept laughing at some reasons . Then Maam gave us chocolates ! Then seniors gave us soemthing ! woots thankyou seniors and Maam . hahs , then stupid train was damn late , i reached home at 7.20 . usually i reah home at 6 . hahs , jauh siak . Then reached home followed Mommy to Toa Payoh to get cake stuff . then reached home , terus sleep , was so tired .

Today , went to Causeway as mommy wanted to get somethings , then after tht went home , changed took bag , went to meet Sheralyn at Admiralty , went to get Anna's gift , then went to jalan2 , then went to take photo then went to Admiralty to go Anna's crib , so before that we went Mac for a while , ate ice cream , then went Anna's house , Anna was stress with her gift wrapping , but thanks for the gift yeah ! hahs , then Go mee hannah then we were like screaming her name , then we walked to Admiralty to take bus to causeway , we ate dinner at delifrance , yummy , then i went home , they went to watch Alvin & the Chipmunks , hahs . Tomorrow obviously staying at home gona help mom . Now currently Chatting with BLUE ! man i miss him . hahs , finally tegur . hehhs , so gonna chat and eat chocolate and watch tv later . Hahs , that's pretty normal ya knw . thats pretty much it .

P.S : HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVAN ! :D

Goodbye

i hate this days

2009-12-21T23:02:00.000+08:00

Hello readers , I'm bored , stressed , sad . i hate this days , i'm so , fucked up and stress right now , and i feel like crying and its like wtf ? Barbie boy make me laugh pls ? Pujok ah wei ? Hahs , Today had PDS , it was kinda awesome as we got to perform at the music room AIRCON hahs . Then we ate nasi ayam for break thn me and fazila went to buy skirt . Then after that we had practice2 , then after tht changed and went home , texted barbie boy in the train . Hahs , funny lehy he . hahs . Then reached home , bathed , then after that i ate watched tv . Then now chatting and playing zwinky . having issues with Z . hmph .. Goodbye ..

P.S : barbie boy buat barbie girl ketawer , pls ? :D

Happy

2009-12-20T21:21:00.000+08:00

hello readers , currently on MSN and zwinky-ing as per normal . going out on tuesday and thursday aye ! just now go jemputan and bought the brown bag that i wanted . hahs yay me ! hahahs . tmrw got PDS . hahs . Byebye !

Fallin` In Love

2009-12-19T18:37:00.000+08:00

hello readers , just came back from Marsiling , went there with my mom . yeah . ate rojak , then bought some groceries then she buy for me one skirt and one checkered three quarter apnts ! thanks mommy , then go back . now , i'm texting and on MSN and Zwinky . hahs . later ging out again , mommy wanna make payments . hmmmm , ytd sheralyn came by , she helped me and my mom with her cupcakes . fun and tiring . Sheralyn went back home at 8 plus . yeah . then i played zwinky again ytd . addictive i guess . hahs . done here . goodbye . && btw , i'm addicted to russian roulettte . seriously , i've been hearing it over and over again sia . hahs .goodbye .

P.S : maybe ?

2009-12-18T01:43:00.000+08:00

i feel like crying right now , don't ask me why , as their always the same reasons .

Why do you want me to patch back with him so badly ? senang you just break right , its the same even if i patch with him tetap you gotta break right ? so why not if you wanna end it so badly then end it ah . its your relationship why get me into it ? and whts the point of forcing someone to be with them when they don't even have feelings for him . so wht the heck . i'm not interferring just maing a point . aye ? no mood seriously .

Bugis & Causeway

2009-12-17T23:21:00.000+08:00

Hello readers , today went out with lynn , it was fun seriously , first we went to bugis to buy gift for hannah , cool . thn we went to eat at long john as i was super hungry ! seriously , thn we went to causeway to watch Princess and the frog ! awesome movie , suepr sweet yea . hahs , then went crazy over many stuffs like headbands . and MARKERS ! hahs . i bought two headbands and one file . hahs . best best . wanted more stuff but money gotta save lah kn . hahs , wenthome bathe , and then now chatting and playing zwinky! yeah ! hahs . goodbye .

Goodbye

2009-12-16T20:32:00.000+08:00

Goodbye song , sad sad . haish , just cant let go the memories . (:

Regret love ?

2009-12-16T19:33:00.000+08:00

Tidak kah engkau tahu sayang

Betapa ku sayang padamu

Kerna kau insan yang ku cinta

Untuk selama lamanya

Tapi disebaliknya apa

Yang kau berikan pada ku

Kasih dan sayang ku tiada

Pilunya di hatiku ..

Kini kau berubah

Kau tak seperti dulu

Mengapa sayang mengapa

Engkau jadi begini ..

Kini aku menyesal menyintaimu

Kerna cintaku dipermainkan

Secukup cukupnya..

Hampalah diriku dalam percintaan

Kau membuat ku tidak mahu cinta lagi sayang..

Mengapa engkau permainkan

Cinta yang sudah kita bina

Kini kalau tak sayang lagi

Berterus terang padaku

Jangan lah engkau menyeksaku

Tak sanggup lagi ku menanggung

Dugaan cinta yang ku beri

Terhadap diriku

Sakitnya hatiku

Sampainya hatimu..

Kau tidak melayan diriku

Seperti dahulu ..

Cuba kau rasa kan lah apa yang ku rasa

Kini pasti kau juga akan

Menyesali cintaku ini..

Kini airmata pun mula mengalir

Engkau maseh belum berubah rubah

Engkau tetap sama..

Kini aku meminta maaf

Kerna hatiku dah tertutup

Untuk dirimu oh sayang..

Lepaskan aku ..

Bebaskan aku ..

Pergila sayang..

Jangan kembali lagi .

Haish , lagu sedehy aye aye . Crying soon . AGAIN . This sucks siak seriously . haish .

Just now had PDS , training was kinda fun , we tried our whole performance with a different song , Smooth Criminal Remix , lagu best best ! hahs . Then tried the drills had break then sat in the toilet with Nurai , Fazila , And Dorcas were singing and almost crying but nope didnt . hahs . then tried performance again , then after taht had RFA sports , best and funny but i didnt get the ball , hmph . wth ? Hahs , amyeb having a Gfs outing tmrw , but the sad thing is dunno wht time dian coming back frm malaysia tmrw , but dun worry yeah babe . Whn you come back we make another outing aye aye . I miss ya ): hahs . I'm super bored and super duperly have no mood . Hmmm , goodbye .

P.S : Tears never stop when it comes to you and I just don't knw why .

Lazy to fall in love

2009-12-15T21:12:00.000+08:00

Hello readers , today best ! Went out with parents , bought school bag and school shoes . Best best . bought them at Vivo . Ate at swensens ! yumyum ! , gerekq sedap . mestilah sedap free katerkn . hahs . then went to buy mommy's cake stuff , bnyk giler siot sampai2 aku nak duduk dalam kereter pon tkdr tempat . wakkakakaka ;D hahs . anywhos gonna have PDS tmrw yeah . gonna be tiring , then thursday ader PDS outing ! yaya ! but i dun think i'd be swimming as i got practically nothing to wear . hahs . then friday maybe thought wanna have Gf outing since nanan would be back on thurday , saturday got tuition . sunday , i dnw whts on yeah . currently chatting with Nurai , And Reefdi . Hahs , sleeping mayeb early or not idk . hahs . depends . yeah yeah . Goodbye people .

P.S : Not into him , his just a friend , told ya , LOVE ain't in my dictionary now .

Guilty ? Yes .

2009-12-14T22:32:00.001+08:00

Hello readers , i feel guilty yeah i do . dun ask why aye .

but trust me , a best fren sacrifising for her best fren's happiness you shld be feeling guilty . haish .

great its just awesome that i'm crying over the same stupid reasons AGAIN . every stupid night i'd cry like this . i wish i could hug my gfs` right now sehy . i miss you guys haish .

i regret my mistakes , and i know that

2009-12-14T21:27:00.000+08:00

Hello readers , today had PDS , PDS was pretty fun and funny , i could i finally toss the riffle backwards to senior nisa WITHOUT hurting her hahs . like finally happy dok . learned new drill , its kinda complicated especially the spinning part but i think i got it ? hahs , tk confident siot answer . ahhs . then we trained until 12:15 as today part bs` are having night cycling so it finished early . then after PDS , Me , Arina , Dorcas , Fazila and Nurai went to the coffee shop and ate lunch , i shared prata with Faz , funny ah you faz . you knw she was damn semangat too eat the prata then the prata fell tergolek-golek on the floor like wht like that . hahs , funny sia . then everytime i ask her wht time she'd say 4 hrs later then the actual time . like i ask her skrang kul braper , she'd say , 11.15 am , when its actually 8.15am . then i ask her again wht time she say 5.45 when its actually 11.45 , klakarh ah kau faz . then after that we went back to school as part as` and some other part bs` had to help with cca day ncc gifts for next year's students . hahs , fun , then like , nurai and faz were shedding tears i just could'nt cry no mroe , dah kering hahs . then we ended like around 5 , then help clean2 , change , then went to send nurai home at the same time play the swing . ahhs , funny sehy . seriously , then me and faz went to take 189 to bukit batok interchange . we took mrt . bdohy right dah semngt naek dari jurong east then the train terminate at yew tee siak jerh . haish , then wait , then i reached home around nearly to 7 , then bathed , saw the new maid . then mummy ordered mcdonalds , and ya knw wht ? Kimi tried to bite me siak nyer parrot . behy dah try nak gigit nak manje2 , klakarh perhy ? hahs , elisya you okay not gaduh ngan parrot ? apedah . ahhs . then now i'm getting all sad again every single night . haish . -.- starting to have no mood . maybe tomorrow i'm going to buy school bag and shoes before going to tuition yes ! hahs . happy nah . at least tmrw's tuition is math , at least math i can understand more then science . hahs . wednesday got training , then thursday got PDS outing yaya ! i wanna go but i dunno wht to wear if nak swim as it is at a swimming complex . haiyah ! senang2 i dun swim i go i seat2 kn lagyk gerekqx . ahs . mepek ah elisya stop it sehy . ahhs , wednesday daddy's flying to india ready . hahs . done here . i got no mood ready , oh yes ! Projek cerpen starting in 6 mins ! gotta watch . hahs , then come back and saddify myself - i'm weird and i knw that aye .

i just can't wait to go back to school , ~~but i'm starting to get scared to see your face, it just bring back painful memories .~~

~~P.S : no point regreting whts done , cos whts done cant be undone right ? so regretting brings to knw benefits right ? anyways wht do you care . haish . pasinful memories i hate but~~ LOVE. wth ?

Goodbye .

`09 ends so quickly , dontcha think ?

2009-12-13T23:30:00.000+08:00

I feel as if this year is ending super fast , i don't even feel it like that . like bru2 sec 1 behy aleh2 dah end of `09 . cepat ehy ? i'm weird to post bout this . random -.- . so like `09 , happy , sad , FUNNY , frustrating , stressful , crazy , many words to describe for `09 . but i don't regret wht happened in the past right ? and whts the point of regreting the past , the past is done can't be undone right . but the weird thinq is i'm still shedding tears over you and this sucks as even you don't care . whtever , i cry , u dun even care . whose hurt ? me . whose with heartache me , while you ? your happy . but like i said when ur happy i'd be happy even when i'm having all the pains deep down . right ? goodbye to love and soon goodbye `09

P.S : I wanna let it out and goodbye memories . Maybe ?