My world is over

May I say, I'm confused and have nothing to say.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010 23:22

hello people, lets see. I got what i wanted, and iPhone. Hmmm, okay lets talk about today, today had okay lessons, new history teacher. Quite strict, oh wtf. haha, then had recess early, after that had mother tongue, during MT, we became aundience for the sec 3 sastra students. So it was fun, enjoying the aircon and the skids. So we got to skip lessons all the way to geography. Gerekhyk? Haha, then had english, everyone was like dead -.- then no PW, so yesza! then me and gfs went to the canteen eateat, then me and fazila went to change for pds. pds was okay, i could finally toss fine! haha, then texted HL after PDS, met him at choa chu kang, thanks to Arina for teman-ing me. then he sent me home. Okay yay! haha, thanks yeah (: yerlah2 your sweet-er than me. grrr. haha, then took 911, i missed the bus, but the next bus came quite quickly, and it was empty so yeah. reached home around 745. Bathed, played computer, facebook-ed, did homework. And yeah, he didnt reply, i guess his alseep.

I'm stress looking at Girlfriends, haish, it seems like they have so much problems. Haiyo gfs. C'mon stay strong. You made me think positive but you wont take your own advice. Haiyoyo. You gave it to me i'm giving it to you. think in the brightside, right dian? ^^ haha, allalala, chill lah babes. you still got me what? Haha. Cheer up alright girls! I love you guys aye aye. (:

Tomorrow planning with gfs, to do physics project, and i wanna shop for Cotton On i dont care. cannot tahan already. Sumpah! hahah, lets see how it goes, on thursday I have the Ncc thing, friday I have pds, saturday I have tuition from 2 to 6. Sunday free I guess. wow its cramp. But what to do right? So yeah. Ohshit! better bring thermometer for tmrw. Mr lim kater tak bawak siap! hahah. okay Goobye and goodnight peeps (:

P/S : Thanks yeah? Again. <3

School's opening, that ain't cool.

Saturday, June 26, 2010 20:20

Hello people, yes yes. I know I know. My blog's dead, but hey, i'm posting now aren't I. Okay so, I still got 3 projects undone, homework too. And its Saturday, and Monday school reopen's, okay not cool, not cool. Hmmm, i'm freaking bored at home. But I don't want go school. Want sleeeeeeeep! Sdap yknw. andand, like when school reopen's there would be much more PDS training, cos performance would be coming nearer. Wah ass lah. Hmmm, yesza! Elisya standby kena chase by teachers aye, don't want do homework at home waste time. Haha. What? that's how life should be yknw. Hehe, okay what crap am I talking now? Shut up lah elisya. Okay currently texting, on fb, doing project, listening to music. Yup, their right, girls can multi-task way easier then boys can. *rolls eyes* Haha. kay done here. Gooooodbye.

Karate Kid & Slack

Wednesday, June 16, 2010 14:31

Okay , tuesday it was pouring , when I said pouring I meant freaking pouring I tell ya . I went to school with Fazila for pds , gosh . Dah lah tuh , head to toe wet gyler ! Shoes wet too :'( then dah kancong , nurai & arina told me something , then trus breakdown . Went up nobody was there , texted Sir and Kak Suhaida , then they say no pds yesterday was asss ah . Came all the way and was freaking ass wet then no pds . wah best ! hhahha , then end up Me , Arina , Fazila and Nurai sat at the canteen toilet while the rain wasnt to heavy yet while drying our clothes and chit chatting too . Then we all plan go watch Karate Kid kul 11 am , so we kancong to Lot 1 , met up with Nanan , then went in . Best ! Movie best but kinda sad ! hahha . then then we bought food at Mac, and ate at the blocks nearby , chitchat laughed , I brokedown again . gosh , whts wrong with you elisya ? then then went tuition , felt giddy , i think its becos in the morning kener hujan . but wth , i feel better now . tomorrow going out with Arina and other girlfriends . Hahha , maybe post later on at night . Goodbye peeps !

I'll just be patient

14:24

I'll be patient in this situation , cos its not worth throwing all the time i spared in waiting and ignoring the harsh things that happened. Your attitude , it'll change sooner or later . Your lies and the heartbreaks you gave me , i'll try to forget it alright ? I'll carry on normally like how everything used to be . Cos like Shasha said , just continued , its not worth throwing away the time and effort I spent on this right ? So I'll hope you won't do this again okay ? Trust me , screaming and make my eyes swollen ain't fun. trust me . And thanks Girlfriends for comforting me yeah ? I love you guys ! (:

And it was as if you meant it

Monday, June 14, 2010 22:29

Bastards like you and girls like you , who just don't know how to change , don't deserve love . Even if you were thought for the right things , you just wouldn't change . Seriously what do you want ? You have a guy who really2 loves you and now your putting hopes on other guys . Your pathetic seriously . Your putting hopes on him making him think that your gonna leave this guy and go with him , but you know that won't happen . Seriously your really pissing me off , no not only me others too . You think your so nice ? Your not , look yourself in the mirror , and please please get your attitude changed , and your lovelife straight , stop giving this fake hopes to people . And what ? The remaining pain you leave on them and just go ? Please lah , once you broke something its considered your mess and your suppose to pickup the pieces alright ? Please please get your life straight I'm done saying the same things over and over again about the exact same thing , about the exact same problem when you don't even change . You treat me like trash , who are you ? Gosh . Change yourself .

And too him , I don't know whether your right for all this or that I'm really dissapointed in you , I really used to care bout you . But i'm sorry i'm to dissapointed and how am I suppose to trust you . Go with her , seems like your happier . You yourself said , she deserves your love more then I do and that she needs you more than I do , so why are you still sticking around ? The sad story is done okay . I give up in fixing this . Stop doing this to me and yourself . Get yourself straight please lah .

I have no mood , you really spoil my mood alright bxtch ? Get an attitude makeover alright ? You really need it . Please . I can't take it anymore .

Hello Bandung , Goodbye Singapore :'(

Saturday, June 5, 2010 00:15

Hello people , this is gonna be my last post before I go off to Bandung tomorrow , yeah i'm happy that I'm going but just sad cos` I'd be missing a lot of people and someone special too . Yeah his special to me . I don't care what he thinks or what people think , his special to me . I'm gonna miss his weird , and foolish personality and texts messages . His weird in a sense that I can always smile bout the most smallest words . Heheh , one message , four words and I can be smiling to myself for some time . Even when i'm down , he just makes me smile . Hmmm , i'm gonna miss that and him too :'( Take care of yourself alright dear ? Eat your meals , play your games , what ever games lah . Haha , don't forget me yeah ? Andand don't menghilang when I come back , I don't wanna lose you , trust me I don't . When I reach Singapore on thursday you'd be the first that I'd message , trust me ! Hahah . I'll miss you , and I hope you'd miss me too , kay ? Hehe , goodnight love .

See you blogreaders in 6 days time on Thursday :'( I'll try my best to post when I'm there , that depends if i ain't tired , but if i don't i'm sorry , don't hate me ? :( Hahah , Miss me alright people ? ^^

Goodbye.

Move on without me S , please .

Friday, June 4, 2010 15:12

Hey peeps currently using mommy's phone to chat on msn , cos mommy's nagging bout using the computer as its raining heavily and that there's
Lightning , chill mommy . Urghhh , let's just fullfil her wishes , as long as you'd stop nagging mommy
Hahhaha , okay . The point of me posting , let's get on with it '

Dear S ,
Please please move on without me , you try so hard , for ? No point right , trust me I know what type og guy you are ,
You just act like your so wow , when your not . Find other girls please ,
This world is pretty big , I aint the only one here yknw .
Face the fact dude , stop saying , I'll do anything or what ever crap which you'd think would make me think again about
My decision here . Trust me , why waste your time right ?
Move on please , get over it , hope you'd be happy with someone else (:

Back , hahah . Tomorrow going Bandung , later going out with mommy going to Vivo
Gonna get that freaking jacket that I want then daddy's gonna pick us up , I don't feel
Like leaving , but at the same time I do , I'm miss people already thru out the beginning of this
Holiday ,how much more am I going to miss them especially when I go off to Bandung tomorrow
For 6 freakind days , 6 I tell ya , that aint short ! Hahha , I miss you ______ !

Goodbye , miss me yeah blogreaders ? I'll be back on thursday :'(