Hello people , when out with nanan today , it was supposed to be pretty awesome but sadly it rained , wah paing ? hahaha , so it was kinda bored , we tried to study but it failed , cannot go in . like seriously had no mood to study ended up , we jalan2 jer . When we were about to go home , terus sad . me & nanan knw why . Hmmm , i missed such a feeling . No mood already Peeps , tomorrow , english paper , hope it goes smoothly :D

I missed such a feeling , but such a feeling led to someone saying they care bout you and they end up leaving you , honestly what do you want from me ? I give it all i got , and you treat it like a joke , i felt like crying , and all you could say was i was just joking . Hmm , i don't know why , but whenever such happiness between others around me , i just wonder , when can i ever feel such a thing again ? I just missed it . The way he held me tight , I just felt like i didn't have to care bout the world , but that was when there was you and me . But what now , yeah , i sacrificed alot . not that i wasn't sincere , just that when i did it all for you , you didn't appreciate it , and your all around happy , but what about those people you put hopes on ? their there to suffer your pain ? Wow , honestly , stop thinking bout yourself would you ? You have what you want , but before such a thing , who was the one who cared bout you , who wouldn't sleep , just becos they thought bout you , the one who sheltered you with love and care . and you ? all you did was took advantage of it , and i'm suppose to stand there , and see you taking everything for granted , when i'm just shedding tears .

seriously , look at all the sacrifices people made for you , and how you just took it and left it when someone new came about . Hmmm , btw , i'm getting really fed-up with your attitude , okay ?