Hello readers , been sad to happy to hyper to sad to happy . weird feelinqs . damn it i hate life at times . idk wht to do with myself . i cant get over my past and that pretty much sucks . seriously sucks , i get all hyper then all sad . its so damn pathetic to live life this way . i cant keep being sad and moodless everytime shit happens . its just plain irritating . what ? life's gonna be like this for how much longer ? it sucks enough already . fcuk ah . i hate it i hate it .
School yesterday okay . Sports heat was scared of running , had headaches and stomach aches while waiting for my turn to run . ended up i dont know my placing . confused . what does it matter ? damn it . seriosuly got no mood , chatting with shasha now , she's the only one who understands me now . i feel like crying and i'm sure she does too . we're both having problems , and pretty sucks . haishh . we'll face it together huh ? cheer up dear . i'm here for you ayeaye ?
Bored , but at least sunday the paramore concert ! liek finally . tomorrow after tuition goign to Kak Zizi's house , at least get to see cousins . then sunday concert ! monday conferm sleepy siak . oh what the heck .
Goodnight and Goobye peeps