Hello readers , today's pretty boring , i was so tired somehow , okay i'm weird , hmph , stupid lah , i'm having alsur , however you spell it . damn it , my lips are dry , and i keep having issues to eat . ah fuck . -.- ,  hmph , i don't know wht else to say already , i want school to open quickly pls , i'm getting freaking bored at home . there's practically nothing to do . Haishq .

You know wht sucks , i hate to be stuck in between , i'm stuck between a friend that i don't wanna fight with and a guy that i really like . At one point , yeah i really like him , but she's my best friend , i'd feel guilty , everytime . Another point , if i'd reject him , i'd just be hurting myself , and he'd be putting me for the blame for his pain . So i freaking don't knw wht to do . yeah she can say , wht can she do , but seriously , i'm more stress here . I know how you feel trust me i do . trust me i hate this , this truly sucks . Hmmm , byebye .