Hello readers , today had PDS , PDS was pretty fun and funny , i could i finally toss the riffle backwards to senior nisa WITHOUT hurting her hahs . like finally happy dok . learned new drill , its kinda complicated especially the spinning part but i think i got it ? hahs , tk confident siot answer . ahhs . then we trained until 12:15 as today part bs` are having night cycling so it finished early . then after PDS , Me , Arina , Dorcas , Fazila and Nurai went to the coffee shop and ate lunch , i shared prata with Faz , funny ah you faz . you knw she was damn semangat too eat the prata then the prata fell tergolek-golek on the floor like wht like that . hahs , funny sia . then everytime i ask her wht time she'd say 4 hrs later then the actual time . like i ask her skrang kul braper , she'd say , 11.15 am , when its actually 8.15am . then i ask her again wht time she say 5.45  when its actually 11.45 ,  klakarh ah kau faz . then after that we went back to school as part as` and some other part bs` had to help with cca day ncc gifts for next year's students . hahs , fun , then like , nurai and faz were shedding tears i just could'nt cry no mroe , dah kering hahs . then we ended like around 5 , then help clean2 , change , then went to send nurai home at the same time play the swing . ahhs , funny sehy . seriously , then me and faz went to take 189 to bukit batok interchange . we took mrt . bdohy right dah semngt naek dari jurong east then the train terminate at yew tee siak jerh . haish , then wait , then i reached home around nearly to 7 , then bathed , saw the new maid . then mummy ordered mcdonalds , and ya knw wht ? Kimi tried to bite me siak nyer parrot . behy dah try nak gigit nak manje2 , klakarh perhy ? hahs , elisya you okay not gaduh ngan parrot ? apedah . ahhs . then now i'm getting all sad again every single night . haish . -.- starting to have no mood . maybe tomorrow i'm going to buy school bag and shoes before going to tuition yes ! hahs . happy nah . at least tmrw's tuition is math , at least math i can understand more then science . hahs . wednesday got training , then thursday got PDS outing yaya ! i wanna go but i dunno wht to wear if nak swim as it is at a swimming complex . haiyah ! senang2 i dun swim i go i seat2 kn lagyk gerekqx . ahs . mepek ah elisya stop it sehy . ahhs , wednesday daddy's flying to india ready . hahs . done here . i got no mood ready , oh yes ! Projek cerpen starting in 6 mins ! gotta watch . hahs , then come back and saddify myself - i'm weird and i knw that aye .

i just can't wait to go back to school , but i'm starting to get scared to see your face, it just bring back painful memories .

P.S : no point regreting whts done , cos whts done cant be undone right ? so regretting brings to knw benefits right ? anyways wht do you care . haish . pasinful memories i hate but  LOVE. wth ?

Goodbye .