Awesome Bbq & Over you
Wednesday, December 30, 2009 22:05
Hello readers , today PDS was awesome as we had the most fun among all the trainings , yup . Firstly went to meet Fazila & Nurai as per normal yeah . Then we went to school changed into PT , then we fall in infront of the NCC ROOM , everyone was like contacting all the PDS mates , like all like you have this person number all . As Sir wanted full attendance . Then ended up only a few people didn't come . Firstly we had rehersals and practices in our drills . We had a rehersal , yeah it was fun . Sir kept making us twirl perfectly until no one drop , then like we did the perfect one like 4 times , and he say this one last for all the perfect one than he say again . Wth ? Sir not making sense , hahs . Then like everytime we did a perfect one we'd be all like WOOOOOH . wow , semangat man . Then we had to tape our new riffles for our performance , all black the gold part haven't do yet . Then after that we had lunch . Me , Nurai , Fazila , Arina & Kak Ika didn't go for break as we did like cards for Seniors , ended up Dorcas bought for us drinks , thanks yeah . Then we had Games , we played soccer , walauwheiyh . Kavi step on my foot then he nearly fell on me but thank god not full body siak , i think i would've died if i did . Naseb2 , saket pulak tuh . Haiyah . Then after that i play soccer at the same time run run , seat2 , like wht like that . Kecoh maut sehyy . Then at 3 Sir Justin told us to take off our shoes for our WET & MUDDY activity . wth ? i like the wet part but not the muddy part . So we had to walk / crazl barefooted at the muddy field . ewwww , then sir threw the NCC ROOM key at the field then we had to find . Then after all that i was itching all over . Then after that we went to the basketball court , some people only played soccer , i didnt want to play soccer as i had enough of soccre just now , so we just sat down one side , then Sir told us to seat in the middle of the court then he pour water all over us WOW GEREKQ . hahs , some people dont liek but i like . hahs , then the guys pulled sir , so that Senior can pour water on Sir , It was awesome that Sir kenerh not only us . Hahs , Then we had our bbq under the ISH , so there was fried rice , chicken wings , sausages , fishballs , fruits , otak2 , and drinks . yum , thanks seniors , Then Sir Justin & Senior was poured with water by the guys . Hahs , padan muker . Funny siak , when the Seniors & Sirs , kenerh pakser and tarik by the guys . Hahs , thn we had group photo and Prize Ceremony for the Seniors , Ma'ams` and Sirs . best sehyy today i'm sure i laughed a lot . yeaaaaaaaaaaaah . Hahs , Ohyarh , Tuesday i went out with Cousins ,went to watch Alvin & the chipmunks 2 and ate at Swensens and jalan2 at Orchard . Best .
P.S : I'm over Z somehow .
Goodbye.
Avatar & flying chairs
Tuesday, December 29, 2009 10:38
Hello readers on Sunday went to Causeway with Mom and watched Avatar , man it was awesome , seriouly . Go watch it people . Its damn AWESOME . Hahs , Then went to look at this Adidas watch that i want and Mommy bought it for me ! yeah awesome hahs . then we ate dinner at LJS , then after that went Body Shop to get soap and other stuffies . Then we went to Cold Storage , to get some snacks .
And i think i'm on Bad luck or something as i keep running into F at causeway its been twice in a week . Okay wth ? Thats just plain weird . Hmph , whatveer . kk , then after that w went back i kanchong bathe then watch Singapore Idol . YAYAYAY ! Sezairi won ! ahhahs , semangat sak . Hehehs ,
Yesterday had PDS , PDS was freaky and scary yesterday , Sir was so damn angry and disspointed with our Performance , wow , he through a chair . Naseb no one was hurt . Than he made us run , do jumping jacks , push-ups . WOW penat , but yeah we have been slacking thats true . Phobia of chair alrdy . hahs , went home then bathed , watched tv and watched Projek Cerpen , then i slept at 1030 as i was super tired .
Okay Today going to watch Alvin & the Chipmunks 2 with Cousins , yay ! Meeting them at Somerset at 1.30pm , okay toodles people , i'll post when i get back , maybe . hehehs , I don't know . hahs , kaykay .
Goodbye
Paramore concert
Saturday, December 26, 2009 19:02
Yes i want i want i want i want TO GO TO THE PARAMORE CONCERT PRETTY PLEASE !
Hahahahs , obsessed much . Hehes , common its their first concert in Singapore , who wouldn't want that .
Don't care i want i want i want !
Stuck in between
18:52
Hello readers , today's pretty boring , i was so tired somehow , okay i'm weird , hmph , stupid lah , i'm having alsur , however you spell it . damn it , my lips are dry , and i keep having issues to eat . ah fuck . -.- , hmph , i don't know wht else to say already , i want school to open quickly pls , i'm getting freaking bored at home . there's practically nothing to do . Haishq .
You know wht sucks , i hate to be stuck in between , i'm stuck between a friend that i don't wanna fight with and a guy that i really like . At one point , yeah i really like him , but she's my best friend , i'd feel guilty , everytime . Another point , if i'd reject him , i'd just be hurting myself , and he'd be putting me for the blame for his pain . So i freaking don't knw wht to do . yeah she can say , wht can she do , but seriously , i'm more stress here . I know how you feel trust me i do . trust me i hate this , this truly sucks . Hmmm , byebye .
I wanna love you
Friday, December 25, 2009 17:26
hello readers , stayed home today . hahs , helped mommy with cupcakes . yeah . And have been playing with my hair , hahs . Best , ader tk menjadi ader okay ah . hahs , Okay , his gone til sunday , he'd be back on sunday . i don't know wht to do , i don't wanna leave him but truly i really like him , hmph . i don't knw this sucks seriously , i need advice man . seriously , i keep crying when actualyyi could've just stayed . -.-
Goodbye .
P.S : Seriously I do like you
last goodbye
Thursday, December 24, 2009 22:56
Hello readers , i'm bored/sad/fedup/nomood/fuckedup . Hmph , finally gave up alr . I'm done with all of this . Love brings pain , so wth ? Let it go let it go . hahs . monday had PDS . Then tuesday went out with Sheralyn and Hannah , went to causeway , marsiling , west coast . Went marsiling , i bought sheralyn & hannah jeans for their christmas gifts . Then went Causeway Sheralyn bought me shades at Cotton On as Christmas Gift Thankyou! hahs . then we went to my house to get clothes , thn went to west coast . Played2 , then rain , so we set under Sheralyn's umbrella and chatchat , then went to causeway to have dinner , had dinner at Long John Silvers , then they sent me home , thanks guys .
Wednesday , wow tiring and scary , kener lecture , seram sehy . yes yes , discipline memang important . PDS , sir scolded us , but yeah we did slack . Then we practice in the music room , fun sehy as there was a mirror , kept laughing at some reasons . Then Maam gave us chocolates ! Then seniors gave us soemthing ! woots thankyou seniors and Maam . hahs , then stupid train was damn late , i reached home at 7.20 . usually i reah home at 6 . hahs , jauh siak . Then reached home followed Mommy to Toa Payoh to get cake stuff . then reached home , terus sleep , was so tired .
Today , went to Causeway as mommy wanted to get somethings , then after tht went home , changed took bag , went to meet Sheralyn at Admiralty , went to get Anna's gift , then went to jalan2 , then went to take photo then went to Admiralty to go Anna's crib , so before that we went Mac for a while , ate ice cream , then went Anna's house , Anna was stress with her gift wrapping , but thanks for the gift yeah ! hahs , then Go mee hannah then we were like screaming her name , then we walked to Admiralty to take bus to causeway , we ate dinner at delifrance , yummy , then i went home , they went to watch Alvin & the Chipmunks , hahs . Tomorrow obviously staying at home gona help mom . Now currently Chatting with BLUE ! man i miss him . hahs , finally tegur . hehhs , so gonna chat and eat chocolate and watch tv later . Hahs , that's pretty normal ya knw . thats pretty much it .
P.S : HAPPY BIRTHDAY EVAN ! :D
Goodbye
i hate this days
Monday, December 21, 2009 23:02
Hello readers , I'm bored , stressed , sad . i hate this days , i'm so , fucked up and stress right now , and i feel like crying and its like wtf ? Barbie boy make me laugh pls ? Pujok ah wei ? Hahs , Today had PDS , it was kinda awesome as we got to perform at the music room AIRCON hahs . Then we ate nasi ayam for break thn me and fazila went to buy skirt . Then after that we had practice2 , then after tht changed and went home , texted barbie boy in the train . Hahs , funny lehy he . hahs . Then reached home , bathed , then after that i ate watched tv . Then now chatting and playing zwinky . having issues with Z . hmph .. Goodbye ..
P.S : barbie boy buat barbie girl ketawer , pls ? :D
Happy
Sunday, December 20, 2009 21:21
hello readers , currently on MSN and zwinky-ing as per normal . going out on tuesday and thursday aye ! just now go jemputan and bought the brown bag that i wanted . hahs yay me ! hahahs . tmrw got PDS . hahs . Byebye !
Fallin` In Love
Saturday, December 19, 2009 18:37
hello readers , just came back from Marsiling , went there with my mom . yeah . ate rojak , then bought some groceries then she buy for me one skirt and one checkered three quarter apnts ! thanks mommy , then go back . now , i'm texting and on MSN and Zwinky . hahs . later ging out again , mommy wanna make payments . hmmmm , ytd sheralyn came by , she helped me and my mom with her cupcakes . fun and tiring . Sheralyn went back home at 8 plus . yeah . then i played zwinky again ytd . addictive i guess . hahs . done here . goodbye . && btw , i'm addicted to russian roulettte . seriously , i've been hearing it over and over again sia . hahs .goodbye .
P.S : maybe ?
Friday, December 18, 2009 01:43
i feel like crying right now , don't ask me why , as their always the same reasons .
Why do you want me to patch back with him so badly ? senang you just break right , its the same even if i patch with him tetap you gotta break right ? so why not if you wanna end it so badly then end it ah . its your relationship why get me into it ? and whts the point of forcing someone to be with them when they don't even have feelings for him . so wht the heck . i'm not interferring just maing a point . aye ? no mood seriously .
Bugis & Causeway
Thursday, December 17, 2009 23:21
Hello readers , today went out with lynn , it was fun seriously , first we went to bugis to buy gift for hannah , cool . thn we went to eat at long john as i was super hungry ! seriously , thn we went to causeway to watch Princess and the frog ! awesome movie , suepr sweet yea . hahs , then went crazy over many stuffs like headbands . and MARKERS ! hahs . i bought two headbands and one file . hahs . best best . wanted more stuff but money gotta save lah kn . hahs , wenthome bathe , and then now chatting and playing zwinky! yeah ! hahs . goodbye .
Goodbye
Wednesday, December 16, 2009 20:32
Goodbye song , sad sad . haish , just cant let go the memories . (:
Regret love ?
19:33
Tidak kah engkau tahu sayang
Betapa ku sayang padamu
Kerna kau insan yang ku cinta
Untuk selama lamanya
Tapi disebaliknya apa
Yang kau berikan pada ku
Kasih dan sayang ku tiada
Pilunya di hatiku ..
Kini kau berubah
Kau tak seperti dulu
Mengapa sayang mengapa
Engkau jadi begini ..
Kini aku menyesal menyintaimu
Kerna cintaku dipermainkan
Secukup cukupnya..
Hampalah diriku dalam percintaan
Kau membuat ku tidak mahu cinta lagi sayang..
Mengapa engkau permainkan
Cinta yang sudah kita bina
Kini kalau tak sayang lagi
Berterus terang padaku
Jangan lah engkau menyeksaku
Tak sanggup lagi ku menanggung
Dugaan cinta yang ku beri
Terhadap diriku
Sakitnya hatiku
Sampainya hatimu..
Kau tidak melayan diriku
Seperti dahulu ..
Cuba kau rasa kan lah apa yang ku rasa
Kini pasti kau juga akan
Menyesali cintaku ini..
Kini airmata pun mula mengalir
Engkau maseh belum berubah rubah
Engkau tetap sama..
Kini aku meminta maaf
Kerna hatiku dah tertutup
Untuk dirimu oh sayang..
Lepaskan aku ..
Bebaskan aku ..
Pergila sayang..
Jangan kembali lagi .
Haish , lagu sedehy aye aye . Crying soon . AGAIN . This sucks siak seriously . haish .
Just now had PDS , training was kinda fun , we tried our whole performance with a different song , Smooth Criminal Remix , lagu best best ! hahs . Then tried the drills had break then sat in the toilet with Nurai , Fazila , And Dorcas were singing and almost crying but nope didnt . hahs . then tried performance again , then after taht had RFA sports , best and funny but i didnt get the ball , hmph . wth ? Hahs , amyeb having a Gfs outing tmrw , but the sad thing is dunno wht time dian coming back frm malaysia tmrw , but dun worry yeah babe . Whn you come back we make another outing aye aye . I miss ya ): hahs . I'm super bored and super duperly have no mood . Hmmm , goodbye .
P.S : Tears never stop when it comes to you and I just don't knw why .
Lazy to fall in love
Tuesday, December 15, 2009 21:12
Hello readers , today best ! Went out with parents , bought school bag and school shoes . Best best . bought them at Vivo . Ate at swensens ! yumyum ! , gerekq sedap . mestilah sedap free katerkn . hahs . then went to buy mommy's cake stuff , bnyk giler siot sampai2 aku nak duduk dalam kereter pon tkdr tempat . wakkakakaka ;D hahs . anywhos gonna have PDS tmrw yeah . gonna be tiring , then thursday ader PDS outing ! yaya ! but i dun think i'd be swimming as i got practically nothing to wear . hahs . then friday maybe thought wanna have Gf outing since nanan would be back on thurday , saturday got tuition . sunday , i dnw whts on yeah . currently chatting with Nurai , And Reefdi . Hahs , sleeping mayeb early or not idk . hahs . depends . yeah yeah . Goodbye people .
P.S : Not into him , his just a friend , told ya , LOVE ain't in my dictionary now .
Guilty ? Yes .
Monday, December 14, 2009 22:32
Hello readers , i feel guilty yeah i do . dun ask why aye .
but trust me , a best fren sacrifising for her best fren's happiness you shld be feeling guilty . haish .
great its just awesome that i'm crying over the same stupid reasons AGAIN . every stupid night i'd cry like this . i wish i could hug my gfs` right now sehy . i miss you guys haish .
i regret my mistakes , and i know that
21:27
Hello readers , today had PDS , PDS was pretty fun and funny , i could i finally toss the riffle backwards to senior nisa WITHOUT hurting her hahs . like finally happy dok . learned new drill , its kinda complicated especially the spinning part but i think i got it ? hahs , tk confident siot answer . ahhs . then we trained until 12:15 as today part bs` are having night cycling so it finished early . then after PDS , Me , Arina , Dorcas , Fazila and Nurai went to the coffee shop and ate lunch , i shared prata with Faz , funny ah you faz . you knw she was damn semangat too eat the prata then the prata fell tergolek-golek on the floor like wht like that . hahs , funny sia . then everytime i ask her wht time she'd say 4 hrs later then the actual time . like i ask her skrang kul braper , she'd say , 11.15 am , when its actually 8.15am . then i ask her again wht time she say 5.45 when its actually 11.45 , klakarh ah kau faz . then after that we went back to school as part as` and some other part bs` had to help with cca day ncc gifts for next year's students . hahs , fun , then like , nurai and faz were shedding tears i just could'nt cry no mroe , dah kering hahs . then we ended like around 5 , then help clean2 , change , then went to send nurai home at the same time play the swing . ahhs , funny sehy . seriously , then me and faz went to take 189 to bukit batok interchange . we took mrt . bdohy right dah semngt naek dari jurong east then the train terminate at yew tee siak jerh . haish , then wait , then i reached home around nearly to 7 , then bathed , saw the new maid . then mummy ordered mcdonalds , and ya knw wht ? Kimi tried to bite me siak nyer parrot . behy dah try nak gigit nak manje2 , klakarh perhy ? hahs , elisya you okay not gaduh ngan parrot ? apedah . ahhs . then now i'm getting all sad again every single night . haish . -.- starting to have no mood . maybe tomorrow i'm going to buy school bag and shoes before going to tuition yes ! hahs . happy nah . at least tmrw's tuition is math , at least math i can understand more then science . hahs . wednesday got training , then thursday got PDS outing yaya ! i wanna go but i dunno wht to wear if nak swim as it is at a swimming complex . haiyah ! senang2 i dun swim i go i seat2 kn lagyk gerekqx . ahs . mepek ah elisya stop it sehy . ahhs , wednesday daddy's flying to india ready . hahs . done here . i got no mood ready , oh yes ! Projek cerpen starting in 6 mins ! gotta watch . hahs , then come back and saddify myself - i'm weird and i knw that aye .
i just can't wait to go back to school , but i'm starting to get scared to see your face, it just bring back painful memories .
Goodbye .
`09 ends so quickly , dontcha think ?
Sunday, December 13, 2009 23:30
I feel as if this year is ending super fast , i don't even feel it like that . like bru2 sec 1 behy aleh2 dah end of `09 . cepat ehy ? i'm weird to post bout this . random -.- . so like `09 , happy , sad , FUNNY , frustrating , stressful , crazy , many words to describe for `09 . but i don't regret wht happened in the past right ? and whts the point of regreting the past , the past is done can't be undone right . but the weird thinq is i'm still shedding tears over you and this sucks as even you don't care . whtever , i cry , u dun even care . whose hurt ? me . whose with heartache me , while you ? your happy . but like i said when ur happy i'd be happy even when i'm having all the pains deep down . right ? goodbye to love and soon goodbye `09
P.S : I wanna let it out and goodbye memories . Maybe ?
broken memories
20:19
Hello readers , currently on MSN and listening to music , gonna cry any moment now , seriously my eyes getting damn watery cos of certain songs . haish . kay i admit k , i just can't let go the memories , and i end up aching my heart becos of this memories . this sucks . i cant stop crying yeah .
goodbye & sorry
10:47
i woke up with a tear track on my face.
i forgot what i dreamt about.
but it must have been something about you.
im usually strong, i usually dont cry.
but nowadays it seems so hard.
but i try,
i try to be what i used to be.
i try to be the man,
i try to do all i can.
i wish i could turn back the hands of time
and find out what went wrong,
but i know that is meant to be,
this is hard for me to say, but goodbye.
i cant seem to get a hold of myself.
cant even explain what goes on around me.
i know that i learned from all my mistakes.
but its too late to change and now its time to walk away
so goodbye,
just know that this is hard for me.
but things just arent the same.
everytime i hear your name,
i wanna scream out loud,
i dont know what is left in me.
what we had is now a memory.
even though this is hard for me to say, this is goodbye.
it hurts to have to leave
but who am i to say that we arent meant to be
our love started with a hello
and ended with this goodbye and now.
simply letting go.
its a song that i heard on youtube , its an original by a username called `lilcdawg` their really good seriously , i love all the covers they sing . i'll put the video later maybe . Haish , just hadn't had anymood . Anyways , this song is for someone aye aye . so goodbye .
P.S : I'm sorry kay .
i wanna let go of love , let me go please ?
Saturday, December 12, 2009 22:13
Let me go , please . I wanna let go of love , seriously , i'm done hurting myself and others seriously . But sometimes you just can't resist . And you knw wht sucks the most . If i were to tell you i don't want love , you'd be putting me for the blame becos of your heartache . This is the reason i wanna give up love , i don'tw anna put hopes on you , cos in the end you'd be putting me for the wrong . i might fall in lvoe again , but seriously , i'm not into any r/s , i'm done seriously done , i may say this but seriously , you may think i just don't care bout ya , when actually i'm shedding tears over you right now . Don't wait for me please , i don't want you getting hurt becos of me , there's definitely someone better out there for you , better than me . Why waste your time waiting for a girl like me , there's no point to it right , i rather sacrifise my pains for your happiness than keep you waiting around for me , when you'll knw you nvr will . Why wait for me , when there's someone better , who'll love you and who'll you'd be happy with right ? Don't worry bout me kay , you'd be fine without me , You said you just wanna be with me , and you'll wait , don't k . just let me go please , i dont want you suffering becos of me , for me as long as your happy i'd be happy too even if your not mine aye , so just let me go k ? Haish .
boring saturday
20:50
Seriously its boring again , this sucks . like wtf ? yesterday was boring and today's boring again . like wth ?
in the morning woke up bathed and then ate cookies while watching tv . as per usual i have nothing to do . didnt go to tuition , wakikikikikikikiki ;D then stayed home , talked to the parrots , watched tv and on the comp a while only , then in the evening daddy bought mcdonalds , so i ate double cheeseburger and shaker fries , later on then i'm gonna eat my sunday . hahs , leave the best for last aye aye . hahs , gonna watch wanted later at 9 . best oi the show . seriously nowadays , i'm so lazy to chat on MSN , text , otp with anyone . Don't know why , just like to be alone nowadays . haish . add on to that , everynight i shed tears , for no reason why . stupid right . haish . don't worry bout me aye aye . can't wait for outing aye . i miss you guys super much . currently i'm youtubing , having been listening to many covers not the original , have no idea why . can't way for school to soon reopen . i'm damn bored at home , and i miss the school enviroment . wakakakaka ;D i miss the kecoh-ness lah kn . hahs . i have'nt bought the bag that i want so badly and school shoes , don't knw when gonna buy . books all bought left for three things , stationarys and school bag , and school shoes . hahs . wht ? i like those stuffies . now i'm bored and blank , so goodbye .
P.S : sorry if i did'nt reply your msgs _______ i'm to lazy and i have technically no mood this days . sorry again .
100th post , & i'm happy . why ?
Friday, December 11, 2009 22:50
100th Post , & I'm Happy , Why ?
Hahahs , i'm weird , wtf ? Hehehs , currently chatting . yeah i'm plain bored . you knw wht sucks the most , i've been trying all types of differents skins , like 10 different ya knw , and i ended up sticking to the old one . hahs , bodohy , waste time jer . Hahs , but wtf ? had alot of fun looking at the blogskins . anyways , was crying AGAIN , yeah wtf ? i cant stop , dont ask . Hahs , then helped mommy with cupcakes , and now chatting , editing and music ! Hahs , tomorrow got tuition oh wth , i'm so lazyx .Texting too . Lisya lisya , naty bill naek saper jugak susah , elisya jugak . haish , tak serik2 ni bdak . wakakaakak ;D . talking to myself . hahs . hmmm , i'm bored . arent you ? okay gfs` outing very very kecoh . alot of issues . so i dont knw , i'll just knw when , and if i can and cannot aites . Haish . I wish school could start earlier i'm freaking bored at home . tuition , boring . PDS , okay ah . fun too . home , boringly boring . hahs , i'm weird , i knw . bye bye people . post tomorrow . aye aye .
P.S : Yeah I don't love you no more , but i can't bare to let go the memories .
boring friday
16:47
BORING FRIDAY TODAY
okay seriously its a boring friday , theres nothing to do .
& you knw whts worse , i'm starting to get headaches . Stupid .
have been like taking photos using daddy's 5D , and helping mommy with the cutting of ribbons . since i'm done cutting ribbons . i'm chatting with Zafran , but i'm so lazy to chat , cos of the stupid headaches seriously . its a boring and suckish friday . Nanan's going to Malaysia tomorrow , Tomorrow got tuition , haish . super duper damn effing lazy . trust me . sunday , i don't know if i going out with family or just staying at home . monday gonna have PDS , monday PDS finishing earlier at 12 , as part Bs` have cycling thingy . so jyeah . but don't know if got plans after that with gfs` tuesday gonna have tuition again . stupid . haish .
wednesday got PDS again , pretty much the plans for next week . on wednesday had PDS , finally i can spin/toss and do the single & double drill . like finally .
yesterday went out with parents to buy books , so went to buy books and then went to eat at Bedok . Then after that went to pickup Uncle and Aunt . Then we went to a furniture shopa t Toa Payoh as Uncle wanted to get a sofa for his office . So after that went to Geylang to go have a drink and eat goreng pisang then after that went to jalan at city square at mustafa there , okay not bad . Mommy and Aunt went to buy shoes . Mommy had issues with so many shoes . she tried on like 10 different shoes and i was the one who had to take the shoes for her . haish . then we went to eat at this indian restaurant , yummy food . ate nan and rice and different dishes then went to bedok again as parents and unlce and aunt wated to dirnk teh . i just sat there and watched as i was already sleepy as it was already going to 12 . hmmm , reached home , bathed , slept . today woke up , bathed , ate cookies , then helped mommy with ribbons then watched Hot Chick , damn funny . Then ordered Mcdonalds , ate mcdonalds , played comp , took photos and edited the photos , now currently doing this . maybe i'ma post at night or something lets just see aye . still bored to death . seriously and headaches are irritating . wereoff lah bdohy headaches . hmph . irritated . ignore me . no mood ready . goodbye . can friday get any more boring-er . damn it .
P.S : stupid feelings , afraid of love . i'm so over you by the way .
Crying over you but its no point
Wednesday, December 9, 2009 21:52
Hello readers , today had PDS , pretty much the most fun PDS among all the trainings . hmph , so like we did until formation 5 i think . i could finally spin not twirl . Hahs . Gerekq happy dokq . Hahs . then formation 6 we have like tossing the riffle to each other . Yeah i feel damn guilty about it becos , i partner with Senior Nisa , then the riffle kenerh her kaki banyak kali then she like cnt move . I feel damn guilty sia . I kept saying sorry she say nevermind tetap feel guilty siol . Sorry yeah Senior . Then after that went to change then went to buy drinks after PDS , then went to tingkat 30 and meet Shasha to get my camera then she brought R . R wanted to see me . Hmph , dah lah ngah bad mood . Hmph , dah meet R talk talk . Then we cabot . hahs , i went home . bathed and sat at the computer waiting for people to chat with me . Boring . Later then chat with someone . hahs , wth ? weird girl and you knw it . Hmmmm , then i'm now sitting chatting with Shasha , about stupid lovelife . I've been crying frm just now , just to remember things about the people i used to love . and it sucks crying over you , as it leads to nothing instead it leads to more suffering .
To someone : You text me , whts the point of shedding tears over me ? You dont get it . I dont wanna contact you for reasons . You dont knw how i feel . everytime you appear to talk to me or something all the memories I used to have start running back to my mind . Rewinding rewinding , all about you . You dont get it dont you , you keep putting me in wrong when your the one who said goodbye . Yeah you'd say memories happy times , but do this memories bring me the sweet words you used to say , happy moments or just heartaches that now I know I'd never have you with me ever . You'd say we can still be friends but its hard being friends after all this its hard to talk to you , as everytime i hear your voice , see your mesages I breakdown in tears . I cant have anything to do with you , it'll just keep me in pain . But you don't get it , you always think negatively . Haish , forget it kay , forget me , forget us , forget everything about me and you . Forget the memories , forget the late night phone calls , forget the sweet messages , forget the love we used to had . No point thinking over it . I've given up on you aye . You win . happy ?
Crush - Love - Fights - Tears - Heartaches - Pain - Goodbye
where the love story ends
Tuesday, December 8, 2009 22:55
Haish , love storys keep ending sehy nowadays . When one simple sentence you say , can bring my world crashing down . One simple sentence can bring me to tears . Can break me down . But when you say why regret right ? You shld've made that decision a long time ago before saying it . Why regret your own decisions . Whats done is done cant be undone . Wheh yous ay you don't love someone no more , did you think i'll go ` oh okay ` ? No , i'd breakdown in tears , knowing that the one thing you'll always say to me , you'll nvr say again .I'll know you'd be loving someone else . I'd know the one person I'd used to love , would forget me and the memories we used to had . Saying goodbye was the hardest part . yeah we could be friends , but I'd still feel the emptyness in my heart . You'd say you'd always love me , but what about now ? Where were the promises you made ? What when you don't want me no more , you'd think you could just say you don't love me no more , and leave me struggeling through it all . I had to suffer for your happiness , as this was what you wanted I'd sacrifised for your happiness . But you'd never care . Did you ?
Mistakes that I've done , yeah their wrong , but what about yours , what about the patience I had with your mistakes . I took myself to a place in my mind where I would tell myself to not give up the love we had , as I knew that if I did I'd never have it again . Isn't the sturggles that we overcome makes a relationship stronger ? Isn't it ? When you'd say goodbye , I don't love you the way I did before , did you ever gave a thought to think about how'd I react or how I'd breakdown just because of a simple sentence ? You'd go around happy with another girl while I'm stuck crying over you . Yeah love , makes you happy what about the ending of a love story , all the memories , text messages , late night calls , all would come to an end . Love , fear .
Anyways , Tabitha's out ! sad sehy ! , but at least maseh ader Sezairi ! Hahs .
Goodbye .
dumbass jerk
20:03
hello readers . back from vivocity . Yeah today went out with Shasha , Nanan and Qiqi . It was fun except for the fact a dumbass jerk ruin-ing my mood . You dont like me , tkyah kutuk ah sial . I nvr kutuk you , you kutuk me apehal . Step kerekq siol . mau step big ah sial . ended up , Me , Shasha , Nanan and Qiqi . Went to the other side of the beach across teh bridge . Then kat situ ader Syawal and Isham . yeah Isham . Lamerh tk nampak kau . wakakakakak :D Then we maen air all . Then wet each other bodohy kn dah tahu tkdr baju extra basah kn each other . hahs bodhy . then me and Nanan went off first Shasha and Qiqi stayed there . Hahs , Me and Nanan went to Long John SIlvers to eat then went to the toilet then went to Harbourfront interchange and took 963 back home . we talk2 then reached home , i online . hahs , Semangats ! Hahs , then bathed and now currently , youtubing and Chatting with Zafran and Nanan ! Bye
i can't sleep cos of you
01:29
Its 1.27 am in the morning and i'm still awake chatting on MSN . wth ? Hahs , i guess i cant get enough of MSN and blog . Hahs . So just bare with me posting quite often . hahs . Currently youtubing at the same time . I'm still chatting with Zafran . Hahs , wth ? Wht ? its fun . hahs . LAME . i just posted that . like wtf ? Hahs . stupid right (: I cant sleep lah sehy ! Zafran sleep ready , but i cant sleep for reasons . Wakakakakaka ;D Hahahs . wahwahwah . I can't stop smiling siak ! hahahs . Melting in progress (: Hahs . Sharing it with DIN !hahahs . din bare with me ! hahahhs .
Goodbye to ' H '
Monday, December 7, 2009 23:35
Hello readers , yeah i'm still awake and i'm super bored . Hahs . Whatever , its the third post . What ? This is what happens when boredom hits me . and yeah it did hit me . Hahs . Currently still chatting with Din and Zafran . What ? its fun . Hahs . Just finished changing the skin . Yeah i think its nice . Hahs . pape ah ehy . Hmph , tmrw i hope i can go out but i dont think i can . i just wanna meet Shasha and Cheer her up ya knw . Haish . Sorry yeah Sha if i cant make it . And dont worry the whole breakup thing wasnt your fault . Dont feel as if your wrong cos your not aye babe . :D Cheer up yeah babe ? Anywhos , i think i'm sleeping late . hahs . wht ? terlalu syiok ah mane comp . hehhehs . Bye
Over the past ?
20:53
Hello readers , i feel better now . But still feel kinda weak aye . But dont worry i'll be fine aye . Anyways , just now , around 4pm went down as Daddy wanted to bring the parrots down . yeah i followed then got the other neighbours and the other parrots . Hahs , yeah it was fun watching them play around . Funny and cute lah kn . then i sat at the chair and watched and laughed . and i tried to carry the small canary walau cute ! hahs . Then after that around 6 pm went back home . yeah , i reached home , checked my blog , tagged and fs . Wow . Hahs . Then i bathed , and then played comp . Just now chat with Shasha , Nurai , Anyf , Zafran and manymany . Now currently chatting with DIn and Zafran . hahs . Best ! While at the same time helping mommy with her cupcakes . daddy's helping too . Best jugak ah . i photographer . akakak . they say nice the photos is ay biaser ah . wakakakks . :DDD . Anywhos , i hope i get to meet shasha tomorrow , as its important . kesian dierh . And i hope i dun have to go to tuition as seriously i'ms ure no one will come . hahs .
To Shasha : chill aye babe . Harap besok i can meet ya ah . But for now , chill aye . Dont stress too much aye Babe . Love ya .
P.S : slowly i'm getting over the past and you .
Stupid headaches
12:15
I"m not feeling well and yeah it sucks like hell . Hmmmm , i mean theres nothing to do . I have been having headaches since yesterday . Stupid lah . So i ended up not going to PDS today . But at least i feel better yeah now , then yesterday's shitty headache . oh damn it . Hmph , tomorrow got tuition and that sucks to . Later like that time i go end up i the only one , thats plain dumb . Seriously , so now its 12.07 in the afternoon , and i'm still blank on what to do . I think i'm gonna just keep memorizig the drills and go youtube or something read magazines or watch tv ad slack . Snack around . Hmph , I feel so weak somehow but the headaches are almost gone . Somehow i miss D now . yeah i'm random . Dont knw whose D right , hahahs . Okay elisya your lame . Hmmmm , lets see i'm currently youtubing and listening to What About Now by Daughtry . Hmph , seriously i'm damn super bored . I feel like watching New Moon again . Anyways , Gfs` whens the next outing babes ? I miss you guys super much , i hope so it'll be soon aye . Hmmm , i'm gonna post again later , hopefully if i'm not lazy enough lah kn . but seriously , i'm suepr bored . Bye .
P.S : Why would you feel guilty when you yourself made the choice of saying goodbye . And if you were to think that I didn't wanna get back with you bcos I don't love you no more ,your wrong .
The reason I didn't get back with you was cause to me whats the point of second chances , When you wasted the first chance you got .
Can't get over the past
Sunday, December 6, 2009 10:08
Hello / Good Morning People , Seriously I'm bored . This is what happens when boredom hits me . Hahahs . bang i'm dead . Wakakaka . LAME ! Hahs . Later going out with parents . I have'nt if bathed yet . Bdohy ! Hahhas . PEACE OUT ! post later when i get back people .
P.S : I miss you now , but i just gotta get over you
Boredom
Saturday, December 5, 2009 13:29
I just think its awesome seriously ! Hahs , and i'm bored thats maybe why i post lame stuff , i guess ? But Still i love it ♥ so what-ever aye . :D
Bestfriends
13:27
Bestfriends , I guess I just miss my bestfriends , somehow like them . Hahahs . Anyways , this are awesome people hahs . And i like the photos hehehs . I'm weird but wtf ? Hehes . going out soon with parents again .
P.S : I guess I just cant get over you .
Living A Fairytale
Friday, December 4, 2009 12:27
Brick By Boring Brick Music Video ! Wooots ! Hayley looks so damn different as a blonde . But she's still pretty ! Hahahs . ♥ Paramore ! Wakakakas . Hmmms , i feel better today after crying the whole night yesterday . Weird girl . Hehehs . Enjoy People !
Goodbye to love
Thursday, December 3, 2009 22:07
Baby , when you said you loved me , did you ever mean it ?
When you told me you wanted me , were you for real ?
Or was it just something you can take and let go .
You always said you loved me , but honestly , do you ?
Yeah I know I did many mistakes .
But the past is the past right ?
You say , all this just pains your heart , but what a bout mine ?
Did you think I hurt you and go all round and happy bout it ?
Did you ever know , letting go was the hardest thing ?
Did you ever know , letting go was the hardest thing ?
You said sorry for giving the pain , but even your words wont change nothing .
You'll say now , that you still love me , you'll say , i'm the only one .
But slowly you'll learn to go on without me .
And that place in your heart where I used to be , there'd be someone else there .
The pain in your heart will soon heal .
The memories you used to remember you'll soon forget .
And the things you used to say you'll never say again to me .
And slowly to you I'd be nothing .
But did you ever regret loving me ?
♥ `13th November 09 , a memory .
New Moon
20:59
Hello readers , so like on Tuesday i had tuition so i decided to meet Fazila first to hang out and have lunch with her before going to tuition aye , so we met at Bukit Gombak at 1 like that then we went to west mall and we went Mcdonlads . Then like no seat so we went to buy takeaway then we went to tingkat 30 to eat , yeah weird people lah kan . then we hanged out talktalktalk , then took this photos . Hahahs , Cute ehy my Fazila nie , wakakakaka . Then after that we went to west mall and played guitar hero case selalu maen guitar hero , addictive . Hahahs , i played with her ah . Then we went to Guilin , hmmm . Then after that i went to Tuition she went home . i went to tuition and like wtf ? i was the only one who came . siak jerh . Then after tuition met parents and went to watch 2012 . Gerekq , but damn sad and scary . I have no idea why some people said it sucked ? it was nice and SAD . ahahahs . Then the movie like ended around 11 , it was quite long . then reached home bathed . and slept at 12 plus like that . Then the next day had PDS , yeah it was fun . Then we learned new drill . hahahs , hard to spin/toss siak . Seriously . hahahs .then after PDS , we went to buy bubble tea . During PDS i had headaches until i reached home i still had PDS so i went home ate then ate panadol then went to bed . hmmm , since i had headaches .
Then today went out with Nanan and Shasha to watch NEW MOON , Gerekq siot movie , but there was tons of crying trust me ! I cried more then five times during the movie . hahahs , so firstly met Nanan at Choa Chu Kang then we went to buy tickets at Causeway Point the show was at 4 . we booked the tickets at around 1 . Then we played timezone while waiting for Shasha . Hahahs , Guitar Hero again and again . like lawl . ahahs . Then me and Nanan , played the Mini rider . Mak oi ! terpekikpekik sini saner ya knw . Wakakakak . Hmmm , then we ate at Banquet . Then jalan jalan . While waiting fr Shasha . Shasha reached we took Neoprint . Nanan's treat . Thankyou yeah . ahahs . Best , Shasha reach we all hug each other . walau miss her ! hahahs . then after that we jalan2 somemore . Then we went to buy the food for the movie . went to the toilet then waited to go in . KANCONG ! hahahs . Kak Nadiah saw me . Hahahs , then she missed callled me . Then i call back ah . Then she was just across the hall . then she was like oh thats you ah , yeah . ouh okay . ahahs , then bye . like wth ? hahha . then went in the movie . cried cired . hahahs . sedehy siot . and guess wht Elisya dah single alekq . hmmm , guess he just didnt want me no more , but wht cn i do , no point forcing someone . Met him after that . Hmph , when he talk to me , i felt like crying . Hmmm , but tahan ah . Hmph . Thats all people , i practically have no mood now .
Do you regret loving me and did you ever loved me , or were it just empty words ?
Favourite Girl
Tuesday, December 1, 2009 11:27
awesome version of the song seriously , I ♥ Justin Bieber . Hahahs , Enjoy (:
